All In My Head(feat. Royce Da 5'9" and Kobe)-Joe Budden

[ti:All In My Head (feat. Royce Da] [ar:Joe Budden] [al:No Love Lost] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]All In My Head(feat. Royce Da 5'9" and Kobe) (Explicit) - Joe Budden [00:24.00]Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse or was it tour life [00:27.32]Maybe it wouldn't had started at all if I had your life [00:30.19]Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally [00:32.94]If I wasn't myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me [00:36.44]Can't decide if I'm more ashamed of what they saw of me [00:39.32]Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me [00:42.38]Headed up field but couldn't dodge the last tackler [00:45.25] [00:46.02]How could a forward thinker move so a** backwards [00:48.65]How could a dude with no regrets at all willing to bet it all [00:51.65]Not realize that quicker demise how could I neglect it all [00:54.40]I'm so seasonal some of you knew id spring back [00:57.27]With a heart this cold how'd ya'll think I'd be receptive to fall [01:00.02]I'm plenty comfortable when danger's around [01:02.77]And even more so when strangers around [01:04.96]In a bigger picture was sicker down on my triggers [01:07.58]And all the alarm enforcers [01:08.96]Down to a ni**a that I'm about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes [01:12.44]Life and death I tried to lynch myself [01:14.69]Thought I could keep it all a secret I convinced myself [01:17.75]But really the folk that loved me they could tell I was loakin [01:20.87]I couldn't see him cry me a river cause it fell in the ocean [01:23.94]Numb to my words now maybe felt it was open [01:26.75]I cut so many people loose to any need help with devotion [01:29.81]That's just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior [01:33.00]And when He calls to me well He have done us all a favor [01:36.37]How did I make it here [01:41.56]Who I are [01:44.31]I feel so lost [01:48.06]Now I'm not seeing it clear [01:53.50]Is it my fault [01:55.05]Is it my fault [01:57.17] [01:58.23]It's all in my head [01:59.73]I'm looking around like this can't be happening [02:01.54] [02:02.59]Round of applause for the angry rappers [02:05.47]Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river [02:08.72]That's love depending on me when I'm a dependent on liquor [02:11.72]I'm up in the shoe store she got no love to show [02:14.03]You ever look at a b**ch she was f**king behind your [02:16.22]B**ch back like f**k I was f**kin you for come on [02:18.41]I'm an artist so I'm intelligent [02:19.53]I would tell you to do some soul searchin [02:21.78]But it's hangin up in my closet with your skeleton [02:23.91]That's gotta be a God's work even a diamond gotta be polished first [02:27.09]The quarter is on the loose and I ain't been out here getting my dollars' worth [02:30.22]I had to remove the goggles first [02:31.66]To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies for [02:34.59]I need to go get me a kidney doner [02:36.28]Guru Nate Dogg go head blink your eye [02:39.16]Your doctor told me you close go ahead drink and die [02:42.22]Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by [02:44.97]That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy [02:48.41]How did I make it here [02:53.53]Who I are [02:56.28]I feel so lost [03:00.03]Now I'm not seeing it clear [03:05.41]Is it my fault [03:07.16]Is it my fault [03:10.35]It's all in my head [03:12.10]They say knowledge is power great cause every day I learn [03:15.09]As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn [03:18.03]Hate the way they judge me 2 I got the case adjourned [03:21.40]Hated the belly of the beast to I became it's tapeworm [03:24.09]When I said I'd stop getting high tried to say it's done [03:27.09]No I'm the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn [03:30.09]They say my brain is off I say how can it be [03:33.15]If I'm out my mind how can I be in sanity [03:35.90]The people used to say that I was scared of progress [03:39.15]They don't know how hard a ni**a tried to advance [03:41.84]But I don't know who's more to blame [03:43.40]Is it them for really not knowing me [03:45.28]Or is it me for never really giving them a chance [03:47.84]Get too close be too big of a threat [03:49.84]Now it's been little than no time [03:51.65]Thinking why I ain't get rid of you yet [03:53.65]Gotta recognize my maturity [03:55.09]Gotta see I'm grown [03:56.78]Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone [04:00.09]Since I got trust issues I won't discuss with you [04:03.15]Besides God tell me who the f**k's supposed to save you [04:06.09]Pop one have one man to man was gone half my life so [04:09.09]Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too [04:12.15]Plus more people will see me soon [04:14.65]I mean I'll be on national TV soon [04:17.59]So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me [04:20.40]That's 4 million more that might be able to answer for me [04:23.65]Joe [04:24.22]How did I make it here [04:29.47]Who I are [04:31.97]I feel so lost [04:35.90]Now I'm not seeing it clear [04:41.34]Is it my fault [04:42.94]Is it my fault [04:46.57]It's all in my head