Redemption Denied (Album Version)-Blood For Blood

You know sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day Because sh*t's been so f**king hard for so f**king long And it don't seem like shits ever going to change. Sometimes when I look in the mirrior, I look despised at what I see cause pride Strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me. Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago, Something inside me way deep down died And i can't remember when, I just don't know where the f**k I went wrong... What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh? Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For away to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet f**king dream, A myth made up by a liar who's dispear you can slip into forever. I've been as low as you can go And i guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, But everytime i get ahead everytime i start to get somewhere It's seems like someone or something knocks me the f**k back down. One step forward, two steps back. I read somewhere Ł˘without hope you will dieŁ˘ ...I think I've lost hope I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I'm so tired of being f**ked up all the time But i can't seem to do it any other way, Maybe i'm not as strong as you But sometimes my f**ked up life brings me down When i look around. My life it didn't make me hate It just hardened something deep down inside of me. I think it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation Or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared. I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust anyone and I'm so f**king paranoid. I'm allways waiting for the phone or door. It's just nobody for sure. I can't remember when a day's gone by That i haven't thought about bringing myself up. I know I ain't sh*t but I know I'll never be sh*t. I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live, If i can just look at one person And see them smile at me and know that they meant it. Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t Every Day Each f**king day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some f**king way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of sh*t