Suffering-Boondox (David Hutto)

Suffering - Boondox (David Hutto) She lies awake for days suffering in misery No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs Blood flows like a busted nose Red fluid drains down and it stains your clothes No rest no strength ain't been fed in days Down in the cellar kept you locked away My one true love and I said I adored you Walks in the parks so I never ignored you We held hands in the dark as the band played Looked you in you eyes told you never to be afraid I knew it wouldn't last but I wanted you forever Had to find a way for us to stay together That's when it happened and the thoughts came clear A smile on my face as I whispered in your ear Come walk with me come walk into the night Sip champagne with me lay beside the candle light I took her hand and the last word said I made her mine forever with a blow to the head She lies awake for days suffering in misery No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night And so I'm waiting for her last goodbye It was a song walk her over my shoulder Thinking about the moments and the things tat I told her Throught the swamp through the fields Past an old barn I never felt so alive my baby in my arms I looked down at the ground I saw her blood drop Had to get her back fast couldn't lose her on the trip So many things that I needed us to do I call it love others might call it taboo But I don't give a f**k her happiness is all I need Pleasure that she's looking for when I make her bleed Down on her knees praying for the first injection Loving is to suffer have her praying for the resurrection At my doorstep sat her down let us in Looked in her pretty face wiped the blood from her chin Over the threshold I swept this girl right off her feet The time is getting near for this fairytale to be complete She lies awake for days suffering in misery No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night And so I'm waiting for her last goodbye Down the stairs around the corner to her new home Coming to her senses and she's knowing something's going up Eyes glazed she looked at me as if to say Tell me what you've done and please make this all go away But no words no sound from her precious lips She reached and touched me softly with her broken bloody fingertips The tear fell reality was sinking in In utter shock and disbelief at this unforgiven sin The smell of death like a reminder echoes through the walls Knowing that she sits all alone down those darkened halls I want to hold her touch her lay beside her never leave But the sadness on her face will never let it be And so she sits and stares just waiting for her final breath A mix of love and broken heart wishing for her death And on this night I sit here waiting for the end When I can walk those darkened halls and be with her again She lies awake for days in misery No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night And so I'm waiting for her last goodbye