Tear Jerker-Jamie Madrox

[ti:Tear Jerker] [ar:Jamie Madrox] [al:Phatso] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Tear Jerker - Jamie Madrox [00:00.34]This song right here [00:01.59]Is dedicated [00:03.43]Is dedicated [00:04.87]Is dedicated [00:06.40]To my family [00:08.10]Is dedicated [00:09.55]Is dedicated [00:11.03]Is dedicated [00:11.76]I was the product of two people the never got along [00:14.85]I was named after a song they [00:16.80]Heard the night I was born [00:17.98]I was probly never planned but you know how it go [00:20.83]Pops was strong and had it all under control [00:24.06]Moms was on and bored and couldn't wait to leave [00:27.04]But she was pregnant now and still a mother to be [00:30.18]And because of that fact she stayed [00:32.22]And put up with his sh*t [00:33.50]And took everything that [00:34.83]That motha f**ka could dish [00:36.41]Believe it wasn't easy and from what I'm told [00:39.23]Then again I don't remember [00:40.79]I was two years old [00:42.28]I was too young to know or [00:43.96]See the tears in her eyes [00:45.20]And wonder why every night she [00:47.19]Would cry and pray to die [00:48.57]That's some f**ked up sh*t [00:49.72]But I was so care free [00:51.30]Like every other child just livin' a fantasy [00:54.52]Never thought for a second [00:56.00]Considered it wasn't real [00:57.57]If it wasn't should I change the way that I feel [01:00.51] [01:01.29]Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain [01:04.24]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [01:07.22]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [01:10.34]And it's real because [01:11.25]It's all love coming again [01:13.25]Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain [01:16.46]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [01:19.52]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [01:22.51]And it's real because [01:23.54]It's all love coming again [01:25.45]Moms is tripping [01:26.43]And pops is chilling [01:27.92]Brainstorming trying to come up on a million [01:30.29]Or even a thousand [01:31.66]A few hundred will be right on time [01:33.88]'Cause them bills is piling up [01:35.38]And we're fallin' further behind [01:37.04]And dept collect is banging and calling the phone [01:39.88]When they would come to our house we [01:41.78]Would pretend we wasn't home [01:43.41]Standing in the wikline [01:44.84]Free honey and cheese [01:46.31]When gratuity baskets from local charities [01:49.31]It's not fresh at all when you going to school [01:51.97]And can't afford to dress just like the cool kids do [01:55.23]So with used text books and last year's shoes [01:58.20]I was destined to never make it [01:59.78]To the likes of high school [02:01.32]Time passed and pops got sick and fell ill [02:04.52]And everything went down hill [02:06.58]And when them S S I checks didn't [02:08.66]Cover the bills not even close [02:10.76]Moms kept the boat afloat as we coast into next year [02:14.28]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain [02:17.16]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [02:20.20]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [02:23.07]And it's real because it's all love coming again [02:26.32]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain [02:29.31]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [02:32.32]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [02:35.43]And it's real because it's all love coming again [02:38.50]I see pops even less than before [02:40.80]But he is living in the same [02:42.31]House behind the bedroom door [02:44.15]It's always closed again and he's sleeping no doubt [02:46.70]A rare occasion be a bathroom would bring him out [02:49.94]And I get to see him for a [02:51.32]Second just to say hey [02:53.07]How you doing [02:53.79]Good to see you awake [02:55.05]Are you ok [02:56.08]Ok [02:56.77]For him no reply [02:57.78]Yea Jamie I'm fine [02:59.07]And the same night leave my world without saying goodbye [03:02.39]Can you imagine the rage of pain that I felt [03:05.14]I was too shocked to cry while excepting to change dealt [03:08.06]Change dealt [03:08.75]I went to school and all the kids in my class [03:11.11]Attended a special mass [03:12.72]To acknowledge that he passed [03:14.13] [03:14.75]Wanted to cry but not in front of my peers [03:17.31]And not in front of a priest so I wiped away tears [03:20.46]And swallowed the whole sorrow like a bit of relief [03:23.11]And prayed to God to let me talk to [03:25.10]Him every night when I sleep when I sleep [03:27.06]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain [03:30.10]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [03:33.08]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [03:36.26]And it's real because it's all love coming again [03:39.07]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain [03:42.24]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [03:45.21]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [03:48.28]And it's real because it's all love coming again [03:51.19] [03:57.59]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [04:00.50]And it's real because it's all love coming again [04:03.49]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain [04:06.55]No matter how much inside that you're suffering [04:09.42]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove [04:12.65]And it's real because it's all love coming again