Calm Down-AMB (Axe Murder Boyz)

[ti:Calm Down] [ar:AMB/ICP] [al:Blood in Blood Out] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Calm Down - AMB (Axe Murder Boyz) [00:09.13]I'm alone I'm holding my chrome [00:13.15]And I have become [00:15.46]The only one that sees what is really there [00:20.30]I hate that I'm scared but who really cares [00:25.10]I tell 'em and for me all they have is [00:28.46]Blank stares [00:29.50]And I can just see it now me jumpin' off [00:31.89]The stage right into the crowd [00:33.47]I beat the sh*t out of a kid and when [00:35.12]I got backstage [00:35.82]I licked the blood off my hands that I took [00:37.66]From his face [00:38.39]I start to thinkin' why did I just do that [00:40.79]I got a demon on my shoulder ain't no monkey [00:42.53]On my back [00:43.19]And this demon's with my now she's writing these rhymes [00:45.37]And only time will tell if f**king [00:46.75]I can put her in hell [00:47.02] [00:48.00]And it's swell [00:48.78]People tell me I'm so lucky [00:50.28]Six of the hottest b**ches waitin' to f**k me [00:52.70]And I feel pathetic [00:53.98]And the thing's that's odd maybe another vicodin [00:55.93]Will bring me closer to god [00:57.63]I cannot get ahold of myself [00:59.49]Just cannot get ahold of myself [01:01.79]I cannot get ahold of myself [01:03.81] [01:04.43]I have lost control of myself [01:06.70]I cannot get ahold of myself [01:09.08]Just cannot get ahold of myself [01:11.42]I cannot get ahold of myself [01:13.80]I have lost control of myself [01:16.13] [01:16.77]I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the [01:18.72]Light [01:18.94]And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherf**ker last [01:21.36]Night [01:22.00]I don't know I'm just somehow bloody bloody [01:24.49]Feels like I just stuck somebody somebody [01:26.78]Bad dreams I'm crippled in the forehead [01:28.99]I gotta be it takes up a lot of me [01:31.68]You probably need a lobotomy right [01:33.20] [01:33.88]Lookin' in the mirror I scare the sh*t outta me [01:35.83] [01:36.33]And I finally can't afford no pills [01:38.55]Layin' in the dark sweatin' out night chills [01:40.70] [01:41.34]Night spills into the dawn [01:43.13] [01:43.69]Blood spills into the lawn [01:45.39] [01:45.97]I don't wanna go any place anymore [01:48.26]Don't nobody care about a dumb dead sh*tty whore [01:50.75]It's just me myself and I [01:52.74]At war with each other until we die [01:54.91] [01:55.51]You you belong to me it's just me [02:01.26]Myself and I at war with each other until we [02:04.20]Die [02:04.81]I forever own your sanity it's just me [02:10.76]Myself and I at war with each other until we [02:13.71]Die [02:14.66]I feel it in my chest and I can't breathe [02:16.84]Don't know what the f**k I need [02:19.06]I try to take all my pills 'til they all [02:21.11]Was gone [02:21.66]It's just me and myself don't really get along [02:24.30]I feel it in my head and I can't see [02:26.33]Start trippin' when the world comes fallin' on me [02:29.06]I got a pain and it spreads through my head [02:31.18]Make friends man I'd rather just kill you instead [02:33.18]And then nothin' [02:34.32]I'm gonna be alright [02:35.62]If nobody takes me out than how can my own [02:37.97]Mind [02:38.19]I'm gonna fight this I'm gonna get somebody close [02:40.72]To keep me out of comatose [02:42.94]But then it starts up [02:44.24]I try takin' a breath [02:45.50]Please god keep me away from death [02:47.79]My life I can't see bein' a very long ride [02:50.56]Insanity won the fight so I'll die tonight [02:53.20]I cannot get ahold of myself [02:54.65]Just cannot get ahold of myself [02:56.95]I cannot get ahold of myself [02:59.56]I have lost control of myself [03:01.94]I cannot get ahold of myself [03:04.25]Just cannot get ahold of myself [03:06.66]I cannot get ahold of myself [03:09.05]I have lost control of myself myself [03:11.79] [03:12.34]Boom it's been four years of decline [03:14.48]The mind can't exist alone on rewind [03:16.59] [03:17.13]But nothin' happens anymore to me [03:18.97] [03:19.65]Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory [03:21.84]Livin' alone hidin' in the back room [03:24.47]Four times a day a run the vacuum [03:26.48]It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in [03:29.10]I gives a f**k if you feel what I'm sayin' [03:31.45]I'm over powered in the head by emotions [03:33.56]A terrifying sadness with panic explosions [03:36.24]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon [03:38.32]It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin' [03:40.87]You you belong to me [03:46.22]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon [03:47.99]It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin' [03:50.57]I forever own your sanity [03:55.53]I tried prayin' but I conjured a demon [03:57.50] [03:59.46]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:01.79]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:04.18]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:06.64]I have lost control of myself [04:09.05]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:11.47]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:13.85]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:16.24]I have lost control of myself [04:18.62]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:21.32]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:23.43]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:25.81]I have lost control of myself [04:28.29]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:30.64]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:33.15]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:35.49]I have lost control of myself [04:37.78]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:40.30]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:42.83]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:44.97]I have lost control of myself [04:47.36]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:49.84]Just cannot get ahold of myself [04:52.51]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:54.64]I have lost control of myself [04:57.28]I cannot get ahold of myself [04:59.21] [05:00.12]Just cannot get ahold of myself [05:02.14]I cannot get ahold of myself [05:04.31]I have lost control of myself [05:06.62]I cannot get ahold of myself [05:09.03]Just cannot get ahold of myself [05:11.59]I cannot get ahold of myself [05:13.84]I have lost control of myself [05:16.30] [05:17.19]You [05:19.31]You baby