Afraid of Heights (Explicit)-boygenius

[ti:Afraid of Heights (Explicit)] [ar:boygenius] [al:the rest (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.27]Afraid of Heights (Explicit) - boygenius [00:01.03]Lyrics by：Phoebe Bridgers/Lucy Dacus/Julien Baker [00:02.23]Composed by：Phoebe Bridgers/Lucy Dacus/Julien Baker [00:03.54]Produced by：boygenius/Tony Berg/Jake Finch/Ethan Gruska/Calvin Lauber/Collin Pastore/Marshall Vore [00:05.13]I know that I ****** up when I [00:08.57]Told you I'm afraid of heights [00:11.97]It made you wanna test my courage [00:15.32]You made me climb a cliff at night [00:18.78]You wanted me to jump and I declined [00:22.53]You called me a coward I replied [00:25.95]I don't wanna live forever [00:29.08]But I don't wanna die tonight [00:32.77]When the black water ate you up [00:36.43]Like a sugar cube in a teacup [00:39.53]I got the point you were makin' [00:42.92]When I held my breath 'til you came up [00:50.16]There's been a run of fires downtown [00:53.38]On half-built construction sites [00:57.18]I know you never liked a townhouse [01:00.52]I've seen you climb a crane at night [01:04.03]If they ever catch you at it [01:07.30]I know you'd want me to be proud [01:10.87]That you took a rich man's dream [01:14.45]And brought it with you on your way down [01:17.95]Cause one man's dream is another man's death [01:21.65]I remember when you told me that [01:24.62]Didn't know what to say so I just laughed [01:28.39]But now I know it's not funny [01:35.33]I never rode a motorcycle [01:38.80]I've never smoked a cigarette [01:42.26]I wanna live a vibrant life [01:45.60]But I wanna die a boring death [01:49.05]I know I was a disappointment [01:52.54]Know you wanted me to take a risk [01:55.95]Not everybody gets the chance to live [01:59.66]A life that isn't dangerous [02:03.16]You called me a crybaby [02:06.73]But you're the one who got teary [02:10.16]Tellin' me what you believe [02:13.70]How we're stuck in entropy [02:17.28]How it hurts to hope [02:20.78]Oh it hurts to hope for more [02:24.25]Oh it hurts to hope the future [02:27.72]Will be better than before