How To Be An Idiot-mi6

[ti:How To Be An Idiot] [ar:mi6] [al:Lunchbox] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]How To Be An Idiot - mi6 [00:12.79]Another morning still in bed [00:14.90] [00:15.65]So many thoughts run through my head [00:18.19]Self motivating not to be [00:20.45] [00:23.45]I stayed up late the night before [00:25.66] [00:26.20]To contemplate and self absorb [00:28.27] [00:29.01]There is no answer I can see [00:31.06] [00:32.18]Knowing my life sucks to me [00:33.77] [00:55.50]Yesterday I wrote another goodbye note [00:57.95]I took a razor and I tried to cut my throat [01:00.67]But I missed a dull blade one of my first signs [01:03.14] [01:06.00]I found a plastic bag to wrap around my head [01:08.41]It was a little small I killed the cat instead [01:10.75] [01:11.30]That little bastard's suppose [01:12.14]To live another 8 more times [01:13.83] [01:14.79]What's wrong with my mind [01:16.38]Prozac for the way you feel [01:17.61]Makes your body so surreal [01:19.05]Having one with wine is just the trick [01:20.42] [01:21.42]Took a lighter to a can of raid [01:23.03]Drinking drain lemon aide [01:23.93]And all it did was make me really sick [01:25.61] [01:26.66]But I don't care [01:28.40] [01:28.97]My whole damn life seems so unfair [01:31.36]Do you know what might be wrong with me [01:33.74] [01:37.06]Here in my own hell they say [01:40.04]That I don't look so well [01:41.47] [01:42.03]Do you know how lonely it can be [01:44.38] [01:45.37]Knowing my life sucks to me [01:47.02] [01:57.94]Today I'm feeling down like most of the time [02:00.21]I called another dam suicide hot line [02:02.87] [02:03.39]And the girl on the phone didn't really care [02:05.50] [02:08.59]I said I'd end my life but it always falls apart [02:11.02]I couldn't get my brand new car to start [02:13.37] [02:14.05]The disappointments more than I can bare [02:16.23] [02:19.03]Opened up the oven door [02:20.06]Laid down on the kitchen floor [02:21.39]And only burned my elbows on the rack [02:23.07] [02:24.33]Jumped out of a flying plane [02:25.56]You'd think that I might be insane [02:26.81]But I forgot my chute was on my back [02:28.33] [02:29.46]But I don't care [02:31.29]My whole damn life seems so unfair [02:33.90]Do you know what might be wrong with me [02:36.35] [02:39.74]Here in my own hell they say [02:42.67]That I don't look so well [02:44.40]Do you know how lonely it can be [02:47.02] [02:48.02]Knowing my life sucks to me [02:50.04] [03:30.63]Another morning still in bed [03:32.64] [03:33.38]So many thoughts run through my head [03:35.39] [03:35.95]Self motivating not to be [03:38.20] [03:41.14]I stayed up late the night before [03:43.33] [03:43.96]To contemplate and self absorb [03:45.96] [03:46.64]There is no answer I can see [03:48.68] [03:51.30]I tied a knot and pulled it through [03:52.58]And broke the ceiling fan in two [03:53.77]It only made me dizzy for a bit [03:55.15] [03:56.58]Now I'm berried underground [03:57.29]And everyone just stands around my [03:58.77]Grave stone with the caption idiot