I Do Not Live-Thinking Plague

[ti:I Do Not Live] [ar:Thinking Plague] [al:Early Plague Years] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Do Not Live - Thinking Plague [00:00.73]We go in circles all the time [00:02.00] [00:03.76]We placate each other with rituals [00:05.06] [00:06.79]We never think of breaking out [00:08.07] [00:09.87]Because it hurts us in our heads [00:11.24] [00:12.74]Why can't I ever wake up and be [00:14.29] [00:15.86]What is it that I can never see [00:17.24] [00:17.95]When we are talking we are false [00:19.10] [00:20.60]When we are working we are real [00:21.89] [00:23.55]If we can trust then let us strive [00:25.02] [00:26.61]To remember that we're ourselves [00:27.62] [00:29.55]Why do you torment me with the past [00:31.07] [00:32.64]When at any time death may find us [00:34.05] [00:39.14]Though death stalks me I do not live [00:41.77] [00:42.99]Though death taunts me I do not give [00:46.55] [00:48.61]I know that you are using me [00:49.85] [00:51.71]You have a need you can't explain [00:52.83] [00:54.66]I let you use me though it hurts [00:56.00] [00:57.78]And never let you know you are [00:58.99] [01:00.84]I am also using you using me [01:02.01] [01:03.81]We're just like two laboratory rats [01:05.24] [01:32.01]Walking through the moldering death of anons [01:37.63] [01:40.89]Feeling time's cold breath [01:46.14] [01:55.48]Knowing that it does not care [02:04.32] [02:58.30]Only with this knowledge [03:03.37] [03:07.56]Can I know who I am [03:13.55] [03:16.49]Only when I know death [03:21.68] [03:25.83]Do I know I'm alive [03:33.86] [03:52.64]We go in circles all the time [03:54.01] [03:55.70]We placate each other with rituals [03:56.82] [03:58.85]We never think of breaking out [04:00.01] [04:01.85]Because it hurts us in our heads [04:03.12] [04:04.77]Why can't I ever wake up and be [04:06.09] [04:07.74]What is it that I can never see [04:09.00] [04:14.19]Though death stalks me I do not live [04:16.97] [04:18.23]Thought death taunts me I do not give [04:21.82] [04:22.90]Though death stalks me I do not live [04:26.36] [04:27.52]Thought death taunts me I do not give [04:31.23] [04:33.26]I know that you are using me [04:34.35] [04:36.35]You have a need you can't explain [04:37.57] [04:39.34]I let you use me though it hurts [04:40.72] [04:42.47]And never let you know you are [04:43.55] [04:45.38]I am also using you using me [04:46.62] [04:48.41]We're just like two laboratory rats