Everything You Need To Know About Me Today-Delacey

[ti:Everything You Need To Know About Me Today] [ar:Delacey] [al:The Girl Has A Dream (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Everything You Need To Know About Me Today - Delacey
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供 [00:06.41]Lyrics by：Delacey [00:12.83]Composed by：Delacey [00:19.25]Produced by：Delacey [00:25.67]I don't know when I started to feel so old
不知何时起 我已苍老如斯 [00:30.82]I don't know why I'm here and maybe I won't
不知为何在此 或许终将离去 [00:35.95]Why God lets me live in this beautiful world
为何上帝让我苟活于这美好人间 [00:41.28]While others die
而他人逝去 [00:46.31]While others die
而他人逝去 [00:53.73]I grew up right here on this little street
我在这条小街长大成人 [00:58.90]So why does it feel unfamiliar to me
为何如今却如此陌生 [01:04.01]And why can't I seem to fit into the world
为何我始终格格不入 [01:09.23]No matter where I go no matter where I go
无论我漂泊何方 无论我身在何处 [01:19.35]The last time I smoked w**d was ages ago
最后一次吞云吐雾 已是遥远的过往 [01:24.67]I get paranoid so I won't anymore
惶惑不安萦绕心头 便再不敢触碰 [01:29.63]But I'd smoke out of apples on my patio
却仍记得在露台 用苹果当烟具的荒唐 [01:34.91]In my underwear I burnt my hair
穿着底裤发愣 燎焦了额前发丝 [01:47.33]I don't know where I go when I can't be present
每当灵魂出窍时 不知自己遁入何方 [01:52.69]Or why I feel like dying every now and then
为何总在某个瞬间 突然万念俱灰 [01:57.95]I know there are scars that are just permanent
有些伤痕注定 永远无法愈合 [02:02.97]But I'm still so young I'm still so young
但我仍如此年轻 仍充满未知可能 [02:15.98]When I lost my grandmother I lost myself
当祖母离世 我便迷失了自己 [02:21.26]I'm wearing the ring that she gave me it helps
戴着她赠予的戒指 寻求慰藉 [02:26.56]But I swear to God I can't feel her no more
但向天发誓 再也感受不到她的气息 [02:31.84]And it breaks my heart it breaks my heart
这让我心碎 彻底心碎 [02:45.21]I moved to New York with my best friend
曾与挚友共赴纽约追梦 [02:50.08]A ****** apartment and we shared a bed
蜗居陋室 同榻而眠 [02:55.43]I hope that she found out who she was then
但愿她已找回曾经的自己 [03:00.44]Cause I still can't tell you who I am
而我至今仍看不清真我模样 [03:13.03]I hate every tattoo I got on myself
憎恶身上每道刺青印记 [03:18.37]I feel like I got them for somebody else
仿佛为取悦他人而刻 [03:23.75]You can get them removed so I might as well
既可用激光抹去这些痕迹 [03:28.77]I can start over I can start over
何不就此重获新生 重获新生 [03:42.04]Sometimes I starve myself when I'm alone
独处时我常绝食自苦 [03:47.20]I want to be thinner in all of my clothes
只为能塞进更小尺码的衣裳 [03:52.49]But mostly I just wanna love myself so
但最重要的是 我只想好好爱自己 [03:57.87]I'll try to stop
我会试着停下 [04:02.97]I'll try to stop
我会试着停下 [04:10.43]I look up to my father like he'll never know
我仰望父亲 就像他永远不会知道 [04:15.93]He gave me a beautiful life as lives go
他给了我美好的一生 如生命所赐 [04:21.21]Won't amount to half the man he is I suppose
我恐怕永远不及他一半的伟岸 [04:26.42]But he taught me of God he taught me of God
但他教会我信仰 他教会我信仰 [04:39.89]I met the man of my dreams after all
我终于遇见了梦寐以求的人 [04:44.85]We'll marry each other and kids won't be long
我们将携手步入婚姻 孩子也会很快降临 [04:50.04]I've always been scared to be somebody's mom
我一直害怕成为谁的母亲 [04:55.11]But I'm changing my mind I'm changing my mind
但此刻我改变了心意 我改变了心意 [05:08.00]Can't remember what I wanted out of my life
已记不清年少时对生活的期许 [05:13.46]Always wanted to be something more than a wife
总渴望活出超越妻子的意义 [05:18.99]When I was a kid with some innocent eyes
当我还是纯真眼眸的孩子时 [05:24.32]Before I'd seen the things I've seen
在目睹世间百态之前 [05:37.08]My papa told me that he has his regrets
父亲曾向我倾诉他的遗憾 [05:42.27]But he wouldn't change anything that he's done yet
但他不愿改变任何过往抉择 [05:47.58]He wouldn't even unsmoke one cigarette
甚至不愿掐灭任何一支香烟 [05:52.90]And I believe him and I don't believe him
我信他 却又不敢全然相信 [06:05.98]Nothing I sing even matters I bet
我唱的一切或许都毫无意义 [06:10.78]A lot of artists can say things that I've said
多少艺术家重复过我的话语 [06:16.10]I can list 25 at the top of my head
随口就能列举二十五位姓名 [06:21.63]Better than me better than me
他们都比我出色 比我出色 [06:33.61]But I came really far yeah whatever that means
但我也曾跋涉千里 虽然不知意义何在 [06:39.19]And you'd look at me and think I got my dreams
你看着我 以为我实现了梦想 [06:44.32]But I can't tell you what for the life of me
但我却无法向你诉说 这一生 [06:49.75]I even wanted I even wanted
我究竟想要什么 我究竟想要什么 [07:02.49]But life is what you make it
但生活由你塑造 [07:07.71]And love is what you make it
爱情由你定义 [07:12.90]And pain is how you take it
痛苦由你承受 [07:18.11]And youth is what you make it
青春由你书写 [07:23.13]So age is what you make it
所以岁月由你主宰 [07:28.30]And fate is what you make it
命运由你亲手塑造 [07:33.59]And life is what you make it
生活由你亲手创造