By The Throat-Eyedea/Abilities

[ti:By The Throat] [ar:Eyedea & Abilities] [al:By The Throat] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]By The Throat (从喉咙中) - Eyedea/Abilities [00:17.59]Oh how easily they forget no anchor to the past [00:20.23]Cut the blood supply and hope [00:21.29]The heart beats itself to death [00:22.45]My ribcage is not my own [00:23.48]It still feels like your arms neck clothed in salt [00:25.93]How'd I let it go this far [00:27.31]It happens faster than you could ever think [00:28.91]From always and forever to [00:30.06]Never again in less than a blink [00:31.71]The river runs until it's dry [00:32.79]But I die spitting my last drip [00:34.15]Into it's mouth to keep it alive [00:36.06]Long drives wide eyes and your smiling face [00:38.18]You dance I drink let's waste the night away [00:40.13]They say you always know right away [00:41.72]But you can't foresee your sand [00:42.94]Being pulled into the sea under a tidal wave [00:44.83]Secrets leak out when you're asleep [00:46.84]Coming from a queen's mouth [00:48.16]Talk isn't all that cheap [00:49.33]I'm now a lone flame searching for a purpose [00:50.93]Setting fires everywhere I go [00:52.70]Can't avoid the burns [00:53.55]We shared pain [00:54.13] [00:54.69]You took me by the throat and [00:55.75]Made me understand the world as [00:56.59]If I were you and I couldn't breathe [00:57.79] [00:58.36]Now you can lead a horse to fresh water [00:59.68]But you can't teach it how to be okay [01:01.69]When you decide to leave [01:02.67]I'm lost there's no one to protect [01:04.56]I got so used to being shelter [01:05.83]From the rain that always followed you [01:07.05]It's not my first time actually it's nothin new [01:08.98]But that doesn't make it any easier to get through [01:11.48]The snow won't melt smoke won't clear [01:13.23]Turned hope inside out a thousand times [01:15.01]Trying to see if it was ever anything [01:16.64]More than dressed up fear [01:18.00]But the two go hand in hand you can't [01:19.32]Have one without the other being there [01:20.28]I'm barely breathing waiting for the spins to end [01:21.70]Begging a god I don't believe in to [01:22.99]Let me sleep so I can dream again [01:24.24]We went through thick and thin [01:25.59]Came out separate on the other end [01:26.80]But please know no matter [01:27.88]What you'll always have me as a friend [01:29.45] [01:30.28]And I finally know [01:31.49]Your crime is your pride and [01:32.61]Your past is my only ghost [01:34.35]I'm going crazy out of my control [01:35.53]But there's nothing I can do [01:36.56]I have no choice but to let it go [01:38.57]Each day gets a little less intense [01:39.66] [01:40.28]I no longer feel like [01:41.41]There's someone standing on my chest [01:42.48]You made me more me [01:43.75]And I won't forget the times [01:44.64]You helped my find my feet [01:45.91]When I was buried in my head [01:47.25]Thank you for giving what you had to give [01:49.08]Taking what you had to take [01:50.05]And making me believe in you [01:51.46] [01:52.06]Even though I might be gone forever [01:53.45]There will always be a place in my brain [01:54.85]That will think of you [01:56.56]You look so graceful when you're flying [01:58.06]Keep going there's a lot of [01:59.39]World that you haven't seen [02:00.69]You have my best wishes [02:01.62]Even if only in silence [02:02.62]You deserve everything [02:03.09]That you've ever dreamed [02:04.83]The snow melted right [02:05.69]When the smoke cleared [02:06.55]I turned love inside out a thousand times [02:08.38]Trying to see if it was ever anything more [02:10.15]Than the will to persevere [02:11.28]But the two go hand in hand [02:12.51]The clouds surrounding you eventually will clear [02:13.54]I can breathe I found contentment in the end [02:15.51]Telling a god I don't believe in [02:16.95]To go to sleep so I can think again [02:18.26]We went through thick and thin [02:19.12]Came out separate on the other end [02:20.12]But please know no matter [02:21.06]What you'll always have me as a friend