Merrick Sympathiser-Labrat

It starts right now Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence Come last at everything - every time I have failed at all I have attempted Childhood goals tipped and up-ended And you just look at me and say I f**king told you so You＇re not the king of me I＇m the king of me So why do I still beg for your attention My name remains a filthy word unfit for you to mention I＇m f**king sh*t, I＇m really sick I cannot cope, I don＇t think I can put up with it Here we go again - headlong into another scene I put hands over my eyes and try to hide It never changes, I＇ve never lived up to your expectations I am the cancer in your life - I am a burden And all the times I tried my best, it＇s never good enough Cause every time I fail the tests - I＇m just not good enough Too f**king stupid, too f**king dull I can never live up to what you want from me I＇ve only just begun to find my feet And you kick them right out from under me I can＇t compete, this isn＇t fair I＇m the circle that cannot fit the square Lying awake, cannot sleep Play over in my mind all that you＇ve done to me I smile outside - inside I＇m screaming And silently - in my mind I＇ll always be your enemy I am your enemy