Mourning Sickness-Kill II This

Sinking sand swirling at my throat, Venom floats, my memories overdose As a child a split reality, Licking my wounds from playground brutality Symptoms show, feeling comatose, Lost control, still my cancer grows Abandon hope, all emotions starve, on tightened skin, My message is carved - my message is carved Health of mind, like sparkling gold - Colourblind and yet I'm sold Fertile breed - Spewing like a superbulimic Release the torment, unleash my demons, Mix emotions like blood, sweat and semen Regurgitate my holy grail, Suck and swallow my molotov cocktail Repressed poison now finding its release, My life loses yet one more piece Internal clues now twisting into form, Dragged through the mill, Like a ragdoll into thorns - ragdoll into thorns I Reject It All - I Reject It All - I Reject It All - I Reject It - I Reject It - I Reject It All Overwhelming, raging self-loathing, Sucking at my soul like a starving leech Swallow then vomit, swallow then spew, It's my frame of mind, my favourite view