Fault-Imperative Reaction

[ti:Fault] [ar:Imperative Reaction] [al:Ruined] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Fault - Imperative Reaction [00:00.74]I am dying inside and there is nothing I can do [00:04.15] [00:04.81]But what does it matter when there's nothing left to lose [00:08.03] [00:08.57]I'm still falling apart like I've always done before [00:12.05] [00:13.11]The pain is almost numbing and I'll always beg for more [00:16.56] [00:17.18]Tried so hard to make believe I was something more [00:22.79] [00:25.30]Tried so many times to start from where I stopped [00:29.79]But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell [00:34.05] [00:34.72]On all the damage I never left behind [00:37.24] [00:37.96]All the things I've ruined and pushed aside [00:41.26] [00:42.12]All the times I've lost and will never have again [00:45.49] [00:46.23]All the things I'm not but could have been [00:49.69] [01:11.31]I am drowning in the past and there is no one to save me [01:14.98] [01:15.76]I tried so hard to make it work but the world went on without me [01:19.71]Now I stare through the window like a soul without a home [01:23.18] [01:24.09]I loathe the way I feel and I hate what I've become [01:27.27] [01:28.11]Tried so hard to make believe I was something more [01:33.42] [01:36.23]Tried so many times to start from where I stopped [01:40.32] [01:40.83]But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell [01:44.65] [01:45.50]On all the damage I never left behind [01:48.18] [01:48.96]All the things I've ruined and pushed aside [01:52.23] [01:53.06]All the times I've lost and will never have again [01:56.39] [01:57.26]All the things I'm not but could have been [02:00.46] [02:01.22]Through all the pain I never meant to cause [02:04.63] [02:05.54]All the lives I've destroyed and crushed [02:08.89] [02:09.57]All the time I have lost and will never live again [02:14.25] [02:36.89]I am dying inside and there is nothing I can do [02:40.58] [02:41.31]But what does it matter when there's nothing left to lose [02:44.90]I'm still falling apart like I've always done before [02:48.64] [02:49.59]The pain is almost numbing and I'll always beg for more [02:53.79]Tried so hard to make believe I was something more [02:58.85] [03:01.84]Tried so many times to start from where I stopped [03:05.73] [03:06.27]But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell