Wish That I Could Tell Me-Marian Carmel

Some days I still wake up with my chest feeling tight I take a moment hold it till I know I’m alright I try to get past it But some days I just don’t [Verse 2] Close my eyes remember what I think I know best There’s three things in this room that I could feel with my hands Six years in the making And it creeps up on me still [Pre-Chorus] But something’s different this time I let the wave wash over me But it don’t crash as much as it used to What did I do? [Chorus] I’m looking back at the years that I’ve spent Thinking I wasn’t getting better but then I remember where my feet are Much farther than I could have imagined If I could go back in time just to see I’d hold her close, a little version of me Tell her it’s just temporary And I’d show her all she’s gonna do and more Take it from me ‘Cause I’ve been there before [Verse 3] Some day you wake up without a thing that you know Spiral way too deep to get yourself out all alone But look around there are people who’d be sad To see you go And they’d do anything they could To bring the light to get you home [Pre-Chorus] And something’s different this time I look up at the sky and realise My troubles are smaller than they used to What did I do? [Chorus] I’m looking back at the years that I’ve spent Thinking I wasn’t getting better but then I remember where my feet are Much farther than I could have imagined If I could go back in time just to see I’d hold her close, a little version of me Tell her it’s just temporary And I’d show her all she’s gonna do and more Take it from me [Bridge] I know you’ve heard it all before The words sound empty at this point If it feels as if there’s nothing you can do to change things And I’m not saying that it’s easy but if it’s anything This is what I wish that I could tell me (Tell me) [Chorus] I’m looking back at the years we went through And all the ways you learnt and how much you grew And I don’t know how you did it But I hope you know I’m here because of you If I could go back in time just to see I’d hold her close, a little version of me Tell her thank you for the patience The gentleness and love she gave and more I’ll pay it forward, to the me I was before