I Still...-Culture VI

[ti:I Still...] [ar:Culture VI] [al:Elite] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Still... - Culture VI [00:10.47]Stressed and depressed [00:11.14]It's true I can't hide it I tried it [00:13.65]My future's undecided aggression [00:15.44]You can see it in my facial expression [00:17.33]I try not to show it as much as I can [00:19.59]They say I got a problem drink like my old man [00:22.21]Just when I feel I can't I know I can [00:24.54]Be successful only find failure when I search [00:26.80] [00:27.51]You see a brother smile not realizin' he hurts [00:29.61]Lookin' for direction Grandma suggestin' church [00:32.50]But I don't like mysteries [00:33.80]And that's how the Lord works [00:35.27]At first I thought I'd be in college with the pig skin [00:37.69]Rap is a hobby then I fell in love with the pen [00:40.39]Normally nothin' bothers me death follows me [00:43.23]All I do is bob and weave life is a test [00:45.74]Failed again will I succeed yes [00:47.64]All I do is have to believe trees [00:49.91]Keep a brother calm though my sanity is gone [00:52.90]Look at the scars on my arm [00:54.79] [00:55.45]People wanna know [00:56.08]Where they came from or what do they mean [00:57.96]It kind of looks like I had a fight with Wolverine [01:00.13] [01:00.78]No dream the only thing I have is faith [01:02.91]I know it's more pleasant on that Pearly Gate [01:04.93] [01:05.54]But wait hopefully I have a couple more years left [01:08.06]Then I'll man up and stand face to face with death [01:10.30] [01:15.95]The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now [01:17.49] [01:18.12]I'm older now my blood runs colder now [01:19.74] [01:25.65]I ask why did they die and why am I cryin' [01:28.41]Why am I tired of relyin' on rhymin' [01:30.23] [01:30.93]Me I've been worse than the persons I speak of [01:33.59]I'm cursed and I wreak of perversions a freak of [01:35.93]Nature I hate to be bitchin' complainin' [01:38.47]So I smoke alot of w**d take a fifth to the brain and [01:41.06]Just let the pain inside of me fester [01:43.40]I've cried I confess but a side of me's messed up [01:46.11]See cryin' it hurts more than helps cuz in this case [01:48.63]The tears on my face symbolize I'm a disgrace [01:51.09]I've looked for a book or a God to believe in [01:53.55]I've reached and I've tried but inside I'm a weaklin' [01:56.25]I'm tired of seekin' a sign or an omen [01:58.72]I'm tired I'm broken tired of copin' [02:01.25]Tired of hopin' I make it I'll make it [02:03.90]Tired of chokin' I take it I've wasted [02:05.78] [02:06.31]A whole lot of time and a whole lot of years [02:08.84]Smoked a whole lot of dimes drank a whole lot of beers [02:11.20]Not a whole lot of fear when it comes to my death or [02:13.91]My takin' of breath's just a break from the pressure [02:16.45]I ache and possess a threshold of pain [02:18.89]I've become this numbness inject Novocaine [02:21.54]I've searched for the answers I've searched for the truth [02:23.89]Man I've searched for the reasons I've searched for the proof [02:26.07] [02:31.76]The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now [02:33.27] [02:33.80]I'm older now my blood runs colder now [02:35.91] [02:41.62]While I'm here I gotta work have eternity to rest [02:43.95]I learned Checkers never knew life was like Chess [02:46.83]Born precious livin' a life that's lifeless [02:48.76]And the pressure's diggin' a knife in my chest [02:51.37] [02:57.12]The chip on my shoulder's a boulder now [02:58.85]I'm older now my blood runs colder now