own **** (Explicit)-Nemo

'Cause I've been dealing with my own ****, oh oh Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh Go on and wait all night, all day I won't call you back (Oh-oh) I can't see, brain's all foggy The winds are too strong, the clouds upon me I wish I could sleep but thoughts run too deep And I don't know how long it'll be (Oh-oh) And you want something I can't give, uh 'Cause I've been lost in the middle of it I got **** to figure out, figuratively speaking I just need a minute for me, oh-oh I know nights can get so cold And I hate being alone But I can't pick up the phone 'Cause I've been dealing with my own ****, oh, oh Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh Go on and wait all night, all day I won't call you back 'Cause I've been dealing with my own ****, oh, oh And no one even knows it, oh, oh But God, I swear I can't take another day like that (Oh-oh) I tried **** God, I hug trees Forced myself to yoga and pilates I quit the coffee Tried to find peace but (Nothing really did it for me) And if I'm honest, I just need a little time for myself You know that picture of us two, I put it right on the shelf I wish I loved me like you do, know that's corny as hell But it's true as well I ain't gotta tell ya, oh-oh I know nights can get so cold And you hate being alone But I can't pick up the phone 'Cause I've been dealing with my own ****, oh, oh Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh Go on and wait all night, all day I won't call you back 'Cause I've been dealing with my own ****, oh, oh And no one even knows it, oh, oh But God, I swear I can't take another day like that (Oh-oh)