this is a song not a suicide letter-RØRY

You're gonna swallow the pills, 20 Advils and a bottle of vodka I want you to know, I know how it goes You don't get what you've wanted And she breaks down the door, finds you on the floor, the one that you always thought you couldn't call She's calling the ambulance to take you to hell and back You wake up not dead in a hospital bed and you pull out the wires The nurse by your side, you tell her you're fine but I know that you're lying You crack a joke so that they won't keep you in overnight, let you go home But home's where the problem is, it's where you don't wanna live This is not the end, it's the anthem and it plays inside your head And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better This is a song, not a suicide letter You wouldn't believe the things we achieved, even if I told ya You make up with your dad, break up with the bad ones, you even get sober You'll come back ten years later to tell your younger self that you made it thru hell and then back again There and back in an ambulance This is not the end, it's the anthem and it plays inside your head And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better This is a song, not a suicide letter Yeah yeah, not a suicide letter Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah This is not the end, it's the anthem in your head And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better This is a song, not a suicide letter This is not the end, it's the anthem and it plays inside your head See me waiting for the ones we won't forget, no Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better This is a song, not a suicide letter