too hard.-巨蛙TOS

[00:15.767]I'm afraid to be myself [00:18.947]Because Idon't want to be laughed at [00:23.180]I'm afraid to be myself [00:26.673]They'll think I'm an anomaly [00:31.051]too hard too hard [00:38.398]too hard too hard [00:43.977]Idon't know what I should do [00:45.833]They just tell me what i can do [00:47.697]This feel not feeling good [00:49.235]I wanted to fight that's true [00:51.044]I've never been who I really am [00:52.950]I have tried to change in the past [00:54.808]Ready to laugh at mewho's next [00:56.634]I will kill myself at the end [01:00.533]too hard too hard [01:07.882]too hard too hard [01:13.466]I've been staring at the ceiling Thinking what we could be [01:16.875]No matter how hard it was [01:18.641]i'm feeling strong enough to keep [01:20.878]Writing lyrics sneak out through the shatter [01:22.917]Watching parents fighting cause they love ya [01:24.770]Aching so hard I could not breath ya [01:26.690]Feeling deep down in the shadow [01:28.396]And why should I be so tough dealing shitty life [01:31.688]though I can not get high ever since the smoke that I quit [01:35.641]In my lung I can feel it burning [01:37.660]got no time to see my gp [01:39.516]Watching myself start to fading [01:41.380]Needing more love and more xanny [01:43.244]Idon't know why I need to sleep [01:47.163]Don't know why I need to think [01:50.467]Why couldn't the world shut up for a bit [01:54.074]Whycouldn't summer cooler with no breeze [01:59.136]I'm afraid to be myself [02:02.321]Because Idon't want to be laughed at [02:06.491]I'm afraid to be myself [02:10.200]They'll thinkI'm an anomaly [02:14.336]too hard too hard [02:21.679]too hard too hard