Auntie Diaries (Explicit)-Kendrick Lamar

[ti:Auntie Diaries (Explicit)] [ar:Kendrick Lamar] [al:Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Auntie Diaries (Explicit) - Kendrick Lamar (肯德里克·拉马尔) [00:00.06]Lyrics by：Craig Balmoris/Sergiu Gherman/Tyler Mehlenbacher/Kendrick Lamar/Daniel Krieger/Daniel Tannenbaum/Homer Steinweiss/Matt Schaeffer/Johnny Kosich/Jake Kosich [00:00.12]Composed by：Craig Balmoris/Sergiu Gherman/Tyler Mehlenbacher/Kendrick Lamar/Daniel Krieger/Daniel Tannenbaum/Homer Steinweiss/Matt Schaeffer/Johnny Kosich/Jake Kosich [00:00.18]Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out [00:03.00]Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out [00:04.80]Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out [00:05.79]Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out [00:08.49]This is how we conceptualize human beings [00:21.91]My auntie is a man now [00:23.77]I think I'm old enough to understand now [00:26.28]Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards [00:28.80]Motorola pager off like Yes Jackie [00:31.38]Blue Air Max's gold chains and curl kits [00:34.17]'93 Nissan wax job the earliest [00:36.36]Big social big personality vocal [00:38.76]Played underground verbatim and stayed local [00:41.73]My auntie is a man now [00:43.71]I watch him and his girl hold their hands down [00:45.69]Tip of the avenues under street lights made his [00:48.15]Thinking I want me a bad b***h when I get big [00:50.64]They walk the corner like California king [00:52.50]Cold hand all up her skirt cars whistling down the road [00:55.41]See my auntie is a man now slight bravado [00:58.14]Scratching the likes from lotto [00:59.58]Hoping that she pull up tomorrow [01:01.11]So I can hang out in the front seat [01:03.09]Six by nines keeping the music up under me [01:05.48]My auntie is a man now [01:07.26]Asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much [01:09.72]And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much [01:12.12]She said Ain't no telling [01:13.71]N***as always been jealous because he had more women [01:16.20]More money and more attention made more envy [01:18.51]Calling him anything but broke was less offending [01:21.72]My auntie is a man now [01:23.70]I think I'm old enough to understand now [01:26.28]Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards [01:28.68]Back when it was comedic relief to say Faggot [01:31.20]Faggot faggot faggot we ain't know no better [01:33.81]Elementary kids with no filter however [01:36.18]My auntie became a man and I took pride in it [01:38.37]She wasn't gay she ate p***y and that was the difference [01:41.25]That's what I told my friends in second grade [01:43.56]She picking me up from school they stare at her in the face [01:46.20]They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed [01:48.69]We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing [01:50.58]My auntie is a man now what a relationship [01:53.07]I grew up fast I needed no one to babysit [01:55.50]He gave me some cash then gave me some gang [01:57.45]Cherry freshener on the dash I never complained [01:59.91]She even cut my hair at the pad was loving my fade [02:02.37]The first person I seen write a rap [02:04.65]That's when my life had changed [02:06.27]House full of demo smoke stuck on the window [02:08.69]Cameras on the microphone all women and men though [02:11.16]My auntie was a man now we cool with it [02:13.68]The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant [02:16.14]My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor [02:18.66]And following my auntie with the same behavior [02:21.51]Demetrius is Mary-Ann now [02:23.58]He's more confident to live his plan now [02:26.25]But the family in disbelief this time [02:28.32]Convincing themselves He ain't living discreet he's fine [02:31.05]They said they never seen it in him but I seen it [02:33.57]The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus [02:36.15]He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over [02:38.64]He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start joking [02:41.22]Faggot faggot faggot We ain't know no better [02:43.80]Middle school kids with no filter however [02:46.14]I had to be very mindful of my good cousin [02:48.36]I knew exactly who he was but I still loved him [02:51.51]Demetrius is Mary-Ann now [02:53.25]I mean he's really Mary-Ann even took things further [02:55.83]Changed his gender before Bruce Jenner was certain [02:58.50]Living his truth even if it meant see a surgeon [03:01.05]We didn't talk for a while he seemed more distant [03:03.48]Wasn't comfortable around me everything was offensive [03:06.15]But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor [03:08.82]Made raw but time changes all [03:11.52]Demetrius is Mary-Ann now [03:13.56]Remember church Easter Sunday [03:15.57]I sat in the pew you had stronger faith [03:17.70]More spiritual when these dudes were living life straight [03:20.46]Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same [03:23.34]He said my cousin was going through some things [03:25.59]He promised the world we living in was an act on abomination [03:28.77]And Demetrius was to blame [03:30.48]I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made [03:33.15]Wondering if God still call you a decent man [03:35.55]Still you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint [03:38.70]Until he singled you out to prove his point saying [03:41.52]Demetrius is Mary-Ann now [03:43.50]Church his auntie is a man now it hurt [03:46.68]He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words [03:49.26]Forcing me to stand now [03:50.79]I said Mr Preacher man should we love thy neighbor [03:53.67]The laws of the land or the heart what's greater [03:56.10]I recognize the study she was taught since birth [03:58.35]But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved [04:01.14]The building was thinking out loud bad angel [04:03.63]That's when you looked at me and smiled said Thank you [04:06.09]The day I chose humanity over religion [04:08.58]The family got closer it was all forgiven [04:11.07]I said them F-bombs I ain't know any better [04:13.65]Mistakenly I didn't think you'd know any different [04:16.27]See I was taught words was nothing more than a sound [04:18.54]If everything was pronounced without any intentions [04:21.18]If every second you challenge the s**t I was kicking [04:23.67]Reminded me about a show I did out the city [04:26.07]That time I brung a fan on stage to rap [04:28.62]But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me [04:31.17]You said Kendrick ain't no room for contradiction [04:33.69]To truly understand love switch position [04:36.00]'Faggot faggot faggot ' we can say it together [04:38.70]But only if you let a white girl say 'n***a'