chaotic (Clean)-Tate McRae

[ti:chaotic (Explicit)] [ar:Tate McRae] [al:i used to think i could fly (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]chaotic (Clean) - Tate McRae [00:02.76]Lyrics by：Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro [00:05.52]Composed by：Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro [00:08.29]I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere [00:11.88] [00:12.69]But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared [00:16.36] [00:17.21]And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common [00:21.17] [00:21.70]But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care [00:25.36] [00:26.25]You said it looks like I've been going through hell [00:31.87]How did you know [00:33.06] [00:34.02]How could you tell [00:35.42] [00:35.96]Ask me to explain myself well [00:42.38] [00:43.70]I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [00:48.07]Nobody said changing would be this exhausting [00:52.74]A foot on the brake 'cause it's been making me carsick [00:56.76] [00:57.34]How could you blame me [00:59.03]Growing up is chaotic [01:01.26] [01:02.31]Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him [01:05.88] [01:06.57]It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts [01:10.12] [01:10.99]Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate [01:15.25]Don't think I'll do that again no [01:19.52] [01:20.12]You said it looks like I've been going through hell [01:25.74]How did you know [01:26.97] [01:27.88]How could you tell [01:29.67]You ask me to explain myself well [01:36.18] [01:37.43]I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [01:41.95]Nobody said changing would be this exhausting [01:46.46]A foot on the brake 'cause it's been making me carsick [01:50.67] [01:51.17]How could you blame me [01:53.03]Growing up is chaotic [01:55.09] [01:56.42]And maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head [02:01.57]But I can't help it no I can't help it [02:05.74]Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again [02:09.86] [02:10.43]Godd**n I felt it I really felt it [02:14.79]Maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head [02:19.42]But I can't help it no I can't help it [02:23.69]Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget [02:28.38]But d**n I felt it [02:31.50]I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [02:35.75]Nobody said changing could be this exhausting [02:40.37]A foot on the brake 'cause it's making me carsick [02:45.05]How could you blame me