The Closest Thing I've Found-YCK

[ti:The Closest Thing I've Found] [ar:YCK] [al:Image (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.41]The Closest Thing I've Found - YCK
QQ音乐享有本翻译作品的著作权 [00:01.38]Lyrics by：Y C K [00:21.78]This is the closest thing I've found
这段感情是迄今为止 [00:26.47]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
我觉得最接近幸福的一次 [00:31.66]It'll last much longer it never does so
我想知道它能否地久天长 可惜好景不长 [00:36.90]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
现在我即将陷入绝望 未来也未曾可知 [00:42.96]It's difficult articulating
我很难清楚地表达 [00:44.14]Just how I'm feeling
自己的感受 [00:45.24]I fall apart and crumble down
我心碎崩溃 彻底倒下 [00:46.76]Every layer is peeling
痛不欲生 [00:47.89]You're getting closer to
而你越来越了解我 [00:48.80]The center you can see my insides
也能看到我真实的内在了 [00:50.50]I'm only rotten to the core
我的内心已腐朽不堪 [00:51.86]But I can wish that in time
不过我希望有机会 [00:53.21]I go to prove myself and show
能证明自己 [00:54.50]You all that I'm not the one
也向你证明 我根本不是 [00:55.82]They make me out to be
他们说的那种人 [00:56.80]A travesty and demon in one
我集荒诞与邪恶于一身 [00:58.41]I'm nothing perfect I prefer
我并不完美 [00:59.67]To keep my thoughts to myself
我总喜欢掩藏自己的心思 [01:01.11]I'm still assuring I ain't hurting
还嘴硬说自己不会受伤 [01:02.57]Contradicting my health
但这和我糟糕的心理状态背道而驰 [01:04.18]Ever since December anything I remember
从十二月以来 我只记得 [01:06.32]Is nothing good I miss the days
一切都不尽人意 我想念从前 [01:07.86]When you put up with my temper
你包容我坏脾气的那段日子 [01:09.21]I know I'm hot-headed not
我知道自己性子急躁 [01:10.50]Sending warmest regards
没有给你送上最暖心的问候 [01:11.69]I wouldn't think you'd wanna
自从我们分开后 [01:12.84]See me since we drifted apart
我想着你以后都不想再见我了 [01:14.86]Now the nights are long
如今长夜漫漫 [01:15.94]And the days falling short
白昼短暂 [01:17.10]You ain't been calling up my phone
你也不再打电话给我了 [01:18.54]But now I've been calling yours
但现在我要打给你 [01:19.78]I want a last time I need to hear
我想跟你通最后一次电话 我想再听听 [01:21.60]You speaking just once
你的声音 [01:22.46]I still will love you all despite
即便你说了那么多狠话 做了那么多伤我心的事 [01:23.88]The things you've said and you've done
我还是会继续爱你 [01:25.53]This is the closest thing I've found
这段感情是迄今为止 [01:30.45]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
我觉得最接近幸福的一次 [01:35.53]It'll last much longer it never does so
我想知道它能否地久天长 可惜好景不长 [01:40.83]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
现在我即将陷入绝望 未来也未曾可知 [01:46.80]You say I'm so gifted but what is my gift
你说我天赋异禀 可到底表现在哪方面呢 [01:49.16]When I be ruining Christmas by causing a rift
我只会破坏节日氛围 毁了圣诞节 [01:51.73]I'm stirring up the melting pot
我会搅得鸡犬不宁 [01:53.25]Hurt the ones that I love
伤害那些我爱的人 [01:54.48]I do whatever that I want
我随心所欲 [01:55.87]'Cause no one strikes from above
因为根本没人制止我 [01:57.09]If they were watching me
如果有人对我虎视眈眈 [01:58.13]They'd obviously be sending a sign
那肯定有迹可循 [01:59.64]I need autonomy no stopping me
我需要主导自己的人生 别阻止我 [02:01.41]From living my life
过自己想要的生活 [02:02.38]There ain't no message in
我根本得不到 [02:03.49]A bottle coming up from the pipes
别人的任何支持 [02:05.11]I really think I'm only awful
我真觉得对于我喜欢的人来说 [02:06.50]To the ones that I like
我很讨人嫌 [02:08.04]I wonder how they put up with
我想知道他们怎能忍受 [02:09.48]The words that I said
我以前的口无遮拦 [02:10.50]I try to keep 'em to myself
我想掩藏自己的心思 [02:11.74]And keep 'em all in my head
把一切都埋藏心底 [02:13.16]I hate confiding 'cause I find
我很讨厌倾诉心声 因为我发现 [02:14.37]My thoughts are nothing but dark
我的想法都很邪恶 [02:15.60]And often find myself at sea
我常常觉得自己茫然无措 [02:17.07]But like I can't disembark
但我似乎就是无法摆脱迷茫 [02:18.85]Won't appreciate me till
只有在我离开后 [02:20.08]When after I'm gone
他们才开始理解我 [02:21.04]At least I lived a simple
不过至少我活得简单轻松 [02:22.35]Life doing things that I want
随心所欲 [02:23.71]You couldn't trap me or steer me
你困不住我 也无法把我 [02:25.21]Right into a corner
逼上绝路 [02:26.38]I did what I had felt was right
我的所作所为 我自认为没错 [02:27.93]Thanks to all my supporters
感谢所有拥护我的人 [02:29.57]Four walls caving in
感觉越来越压抑 [02:34.85]There's no saving him
没人救得了他 [02:40.10]Will they ever hear his real name
别人是否会得知他的真实身份 [02:45.22]Or know what it's like to feel pain
亦或说 别人是否能懂他的苦痛 [02:50.80]Four walls caving in
感觉越来越压抑 [02:56.14]There's no saving him
没人救得了他 [03:01.49]Will they ever hear his real name
别人是否会得知他的真实身份 [03:06.50]Or know what it's like to feel pain
亦或说 别人是否能懂他的苦痛 [03:12.22]This is the closest thing I've found
这段感情是迄今为止 [03:17.17]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
我觉得最接近幸福的一次 [03:22.50]It'll last much longer it never does so
我想知道它能否地久天长 可惜好景不长 [03:27.50]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
现在我即将陷入绝望 未来也未曾可知 [03:33.56]Four walls caving in
感觉越来越压抑 [03:38.86]There's no saving him
没人救得了他 [03:44.10]Will they ever hear his real name
别人是否会得知他的真实身份 [03:49.40]Or know what it's like to feel pain
亦或说 别人是否能懂他的苦痛 [03:54.79]Four walls caving in
感觉越来越压抑 [04:00.16]There's no saving him
没人救得了他 [04:05.48]Will they ever hear his real name
别人是否会得知他的真实身份 [04:10.68]Or know what it's like to feel pain
亦或说 别人是否能懂他的苦痛