Perfect (Explicit)-Silent Child

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:10.14]Yeah some people like me are just destined
有些人像我一样是命中注定 [00:13.11]To f**k up everything that we mess with
毁掉我们亲手毁掉的一切 [00:15.81]If I was made as a joke I don't get it
如果我被当做一个笑话我不明白 [00:18.66]Missed the call but I guess I got the message
没接到电话但我想我明白了 [00:21.96]Usually I fall too hard
通常我陷得太深 [00:23.79]I'm addicted to pain
我沉溺于痛苦 [00:24.99]And if the worlds on fire
如果这世界水深火热 [00:26.55]I'll be swimming in flames yeah
我会在烈焰中遨游 [00:28.83]'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for change
因为我没有耐心等待改变 [00:33.00]I know I'm far from perfect
我知道我一点都不完美 [00:37.41]Oh yeah [00:40.17]But I know I can make it work
但我知道我可以做到 [00:42.36]I know I can make it work
我知道我可以做到 [00:44.37]Muffled [00:45.27]Feels like I'm crazy everybody knows my name
感觉我失去理智每个人都知道我的名字 [00:48.09]But I don't even know mine lately
但最近我都不知道自己是谁 [00:51.51]Weighing heavy on my brain
我思绪万千 [00:53.61]But I don't even know my name
可我连自己的名字都不知道 [00:55.14]This a story 'bout a ID crisis
这是一个关于身份危机的故事 [00:58.20]Used to think my only future was the night shift
曾经以为我唯一的未来就是上夜班 [01:00.78]Brain on ADHD Auto pilot
脑子有点多动症自动驾驶 [01:03.72]And through it all somehow I kept smiling
经历了这一切我始终保持微笑 [01:07.02]I can never find the right words to say
我找不到合适的词语来形容 [01:09.39]Only a handful of family ever sees my face
只有少数家人见过我的脸 [01:12.42]But I'm only human
可我只是凡人 [01:14.16]Don't we all make mistakes
我们不是都会犯错吗 [01:20.34]I'm drowning in my head again
我又一次沉浸在脑海里 [01:22.68]And my thoughts don't want me to win
我的思想不想让我胜利 [01:24.99]They show compassion made of plastic
他们表现出的同情心都是塑料做的 [01:28.83]And I don't wanna be another tragedy
我不想成为另一个悲剧 [01:31.38]But I'd rather be dead than a skeleton
可我宁愿死去也不愿变成骷髅 [01:33.90]Dreaming 'bout the things that he couldn't be
梦想着他无法实现的梦想 [01:36.60]'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for dreams
因为我迫不及待渴望梦想成真 [01:52.08]I know I'm far from perfect
我知道我一点都不完美 [01:56.46]Oh yeah [01:59.19]But I know I can make it work
但我知道我可以做到 [02:01.44]I know I can make it work
我知道我可以做到 [02:03.39]Feels like I'm crazy
感觉我失去理智 [02:06.45]I know I'm far from perfection
我知道我一点都不完美 [02:08.46]Feels like I'm going insane
感觉我快要疯了 [02:11.00]But I know I can make it work
但我知道我可以做到 [02:14.22]Muffled [02:14.55]Feels like I'm crazy everybody knows my name
感觉我失去理智每个人都知道我的名字 [02:20.55]Knows my name knows my name
知道我的名字 [02:21.33]I'm going insane
我快要疯了 [02:22.08]Weighing heavy on my brain
我思绪万千