Kicking Myself (Instrumental Version)-Pizza Rat/dazeychain

Try Not to spin out too much Oh but my mind Keeps on tripping me up Telling me lies ‘Till I’m coming undone Emotionally drunk Like I can’t get enough Watch me fall Down the rabbit hole Spend hours counting all The potential hypotheticals Building walls Just to knock them down Leave me on the ground In the fall out I keep on leaving me a wreck Words in my head, yeah they’re Dead set on running parallel Why do I do it, why do I do it Always kicking myself, kicking myself Yeah I’m kicking myself, kicking myself Always kicking myself, kicking myself Gotta stop talking in the mirror God I don’t even wanna be her Gotta start clearing up the picture Instead of spending my evenings Reaching For the Ceiling And weekends Grieving Writing stories with sad endings Picking Myself apart all over again I keep on leaving me a wreck Words in my head, yeah they’re Dead set on running parallel Why do I do it, why do I do it Always kicking myself, kicking myself Yeah I’m kicking myself, kicking myself Always kicking myself, kicking myself