Shadow-Jason Kramer

[00:02.195]Mixing Engineers: Houser Yang / Uncle Damn [00:02.195]Mixing Engineers: Houser Yang / Uncle Damn [00:23.195] [00:23.195]...God... [00:42.695] [00:42.695] [00:44.195]Look, I’ve been putting my heart on the table [00:44.195]把我所有的心血注入这空壳, 任何关于我的都能在这张桌上看到、摸到 [00:48.694]And put a knife into it, just for seeing if it works [00:48.694]用匕首插进摆在桌上的”心脏”后看看它还能否正常运作 [00:51.445]I divided it apart to take a look, is inside has been cursed ? [00:51.445]接着把它慢慢划开... 里面真的被诅咒了吗 [00:54.445]Or if it was dirty, I’ll give my Satan a birth, u know [00:54.445]如果答案是肯定的, 我将任由我的心魔诞生 [00:57.945]But I ain’t know even myself [00:57.945]但连我自己也不清楚确切的是什么... [00:59.695]What u’re wondering kid, all I do is finding a peace yeah [00:59.695]孩子你想到什么了, 我只是想寻求一丝平静罢了... [01:02.695]Need a room for letting me think [01:02.695]需要独立思考的空间 [01:04.449]The rain is my drink [01:04.449]所有的想法都在我的血管里面沸腾起来 [01:05.695]All my thoughts are burning up in my veins [01:05.695]仿佛雨水就是我的生命源泉 [01:07.946]Every day I gotta carve my name on the wall for counting the days [01:07.946]每到新的一天我都会在洞穴里将我的名字刻在墙上以便计日 [01:11.445]Even I pray for drowning in dreams [01:11.445]甚至我也为了能沉浸在梦里而祈祷 [01:13.447]“为什么还要一直更新着脑海里的想法” [01:13.447]Why I have to renew my plan [01:15.195]It hurts [01:15.195]说不上来的扎心 [01:15.699]But it comforts [01:15.699]但又很欣慰 [01:16.639]It worth [01:16.639]因为它值得 [01:17.143]I’m still holding on for future [01:17.143]憧憬着未来所以还挺着 [01:18.640]Why they’re giving me curse [01:18.640]我知道也许我并不是无辜的 [01:19.891]“可为什么他们又对我指东问西” [01:19.891]Ma.. May...Maybe I'm not innocent [01:21.148]That is why I’m rapping hence [01:21.148]这就是我坚持的原因 [01:22.391]But I don’t got the wings, all I got is a pen [01:22.391]我没有一对让我一步登天的翅膀, 但拥有一支笔对我来说足矣 [01:25.840]In the end, dose anyone still tryna call my name outside of cave [01:25.840]在最后, 我仿佛听见有人在洞穴外呼喊我的名字 [01:29.090]I see nothin’ partial to me, I don’t rather be saved [01:29.090]但时候未到, 等到这个世界因我的努力而让某些东西偏袒于我, 再出去吧 [01:31.339] [01:31.339] [01:32.091]Holding glass [01:32.091]当我拿起其中一块在地上支离破碎的玻璃 [01:34.846]I think I’m selfish now [01:34.846]我想现在的我是自私的 [01:37.589]I can’t even get outta my shadows around [01:37.589]甚至无法摆脱过去的影子 [01:43.339]Holding glass [01:43.339]紧紧握着一块支离破碎的玻璃 [01:46.094]I think I’m selfish now [01:46.094]我想现在的我是自私的 [01:48.848]I can’t even get outta my shadows around [01:48.848]已经无法摆脱过去的影子 [02:06.339] [02:06.339] [02:22.349]But I got doubts to myself [02:22.349]我对自己产生过无数次怀疑 [02:24.089]Are my music lame? [02:24.089]我的音乐很烂吗... [02:25.599]If people can relate to, well then I try my best [02:25.599]只要人们能用我的音乐得到共鸣、感同身受, 我就会不计一切的去为之付出 [02:28.527]I tryna feel how they feel so man that’s the link [02:28.527]我会尝试着以不同的角度去感受每一个人, 这就是我的音乐与生活的联结 [02:31.025]I got blueprint in my head, it takes time to make it achieve [02:31.025]在我脑海里的蓝图需要时间去让它在现实构成 [02:34.276]I’m making the rap songs or rap clones [02:34.276]我是在做说唱音乐还是说唱克隆体” (我选择直面这个问题, NF的确影响了我很多, 在我心里他的地位的确超过了其他我大部分听过的说唱歌手, 我不可能去模仿, 对我来说他更是一个很好的榜样以及迟早要面对的对象) [02:37.029]Confused ‘bout everything I’ve been passed through [02:37.029]对我所经历的一切保有困惑 [02:39.783]I keep on my path waiting for mind’s bloom [02:39.783]尽管我的家庭和梦想存在于不同的时区 (双关: 即指存在于不同时区, 又指两者的实际距离特别遥远) [02:42.276]Even my dream or family in different time zone [02:42.276]但这不影响我坚持这条路, 继续刷新着思绪直到与世长辞彻底成熟的那一天 [02:45.027]I told Jessie, one day you’ll be on the Billboard [02:45.027]我告诉过Jessie, 总有一天她的音乐会登上Billboard榜单 [02:47.525]I’m at side door [02:47.525]那时我会在侧门恭贺 [02:48.776]Came a long way, no one mentors [02:48.776]因为都知道孤身一人一路走来有多么艰辛 [02:50.776]I hand out myself for stressed out [02:50.776]为了释放压力而施舍自己 [02:53.027]Crowd is too loud, the only clown still making his own sound [02:53.027]人群虽大声但也没能影响小丑发出他自己的声音 [02:56.034]Remember this [02:56.034]记住, [02:56.776]If u get a job u better not to give up on the things u did [02:56.776]如果为了现实而在半途妥协也不要放弃现在所做的一切 [02:59.781]Specially the things u loved and u glad to wrote them on the list [02:59.781]特别是你所热爱的那一部分 [03:02.526]“感受这些歌词吧”就像Sam说的, 我在这首歌并没有那些快嘴加持 [03:02.526]Feel the lines, he ( Sam X ) said so, so there is no fast flow [03:04.973]My hands are cold then keep my head low...so hey and hello [03:04.973]现在我知道我的手很冰所以我自觉的把头低下, Hey hello... [03:07.987] [03:07.987] [03:08.237]Holding glass [03:08.237]当我拿起其中一块在地上支离破碎的玻璃 [03:10.975]I think I’m selfish now [03:10.975]我想现在的我是自私的 [03:13.723]I can’t even get outta my shadows around [03:13.723]甚至无法摆脱过去的影子 [03:19.237]Holding glass [03:19.237]紧紧握着一块支离破碎的玻璃 [03:22.235]I think I’m selfish now [03:22.235]我想现在的我是自私的 [03:24.973]I can’t even get outta my shadows around [03:24.973]已经无法摆脱过去的影子 [03:26.973] [03:26.973] [03:27.485]U tell me... [03:27.485]告诉我... [03:28.224]U tell me... [03:28.224]告诉我... [03:28.973]U tell me... [03:28.973]告诉我... [03:29.724]U tell me... [03:29.724]告诉我... [03:30.223]U tell me to lose that [03:30.223]你想让我暂时放下现在所拥有的 [03:31.474]You gonna give back or just keep that? [03:31.474]那你以后会还给我还是保持现状 [03:32.973]I’ll get my backpack [03:32.973]在你拿走的那一刻我决定背上背包 [03:34.223]No response well then I don’t need feedback [03:34.223]再没有回应后我也不期待任何的反馈 [03:35.973]Well I’ve been hiding my sword [03:35.973]往往我都在隐藏我愤怒的一面 [03:37.224]A meaningless payback, cuz I got a lotta scorn [03:37.224]在一个毫无意义的报答前, 我也受尽了批判 [03:39.916]Sometimes I really wanna tell somebody that I’m so tired [03:39.916]有时我真的很累, 希望能找人说说话 [03:42.925]I’m stuck in my bars [03:42.925]当我一直被困在自己的歌词里时 [03:44.165]I feel like these negative thoughts are covering the scars [03:44.165]仿佛这些负面的想法正在慢慢侵蚀、掩盖着过去的伤疤 [03:47.167]But when I’m talking ‘bout it, everybody seems to hate that [03:47.167]但当我告诉他人时, 人们似乎对此感到厌恶 [03:49.917]I gotta thanks about it how people taught me to release that [03:49.917]因此我也学会了感谢他们, 没有他们, 我也学不会怎么去让自己消化 [03:50.917]Arrangements By: Alan Illanes Jáuregui [03:51.917]版权声明：未经著作权人书面许可，任何人不得以任何方式使用（包括翻唱、翻录等）