Agnostic-Himadra Pandey

kya padhte hai kodhe unhone jinhone koi karam ni chode sirf bante the rode kyu hai ye duniya aur kya hai maksad mera manzil ya rasta ye rona aksar mera kon hai rab mera kho deta jab phir pata hi kyu hu jab mangna hai tujhse chupata hi kyu hu jo manta ya jo nahi manta manta hai jisko nahi janta aam tha ya tu bhagwaan tha hota pareshan tha kya tera bhi koi khwaaab tha har baat ka jawab tha dhakta tha naqab tha nafrat ka tezab sab jaane ko betaab tha raatein teri kaali ya sahara mehtaab tha raazo ka pitara btaya sab tujhe par tu ni btara sabka sahara, jatara jo gavara ye haath mere bandhe the bejaan se kandhe the rasta bhul raha tha irasde bhi ye gande the theek kiya mujhe chanta mara theek kiya wapas pukara theek kiya aansu nahi dekhe theek kiya tune dutkara roti ke nivala chadte suraj ka ujala pyase ke liye vo pyala tu hi to hai rooh hi tu hai mujme kya mera bas tu hi tu hai marna to phir janma kyu harna hi to karta hu manzil ek char raaste kyu koi faeda hai jo jeere baate jaane ke nateeje bhatakjaane ke kreeb hum paap duniya baar ke karke aanshu aate hai shareef hum mai chala tere raste pe janta kaafi aache se laaho laal pairo me wazan hallka hota nahi baatke khudko gairo se savere andhere me pass kon hai bas ghire bhatero se khoda maine kuan dhekela maine khudko gira jab zameen pe kosa mai tujko peeth kyu dikhara baatein meri sun to ajib hai khudya saasein meri mujhko bole ,thoda haule binmazil jaara daude kya mehsus kiya tune kbhi khud me khho jana apni marzi ke khilaaf puri raat rote jana tune dard diye , sab marz diye sache dost diye ,maine kuchal diye char paise aaye jeb me ucchal diye raste diye sahi , jane kyu maine badal diye kya hu mai kon hu mai shabad nahi maun hu dekha ni usko phir rab kaise maanu mai aaiyna me dekh tera maiyna pehchaanu mai shabado me mai hu har shadad ko malum karam se bnte hai jannat jahanum shahdo ki beed hai mela mahakubh shuru mere jahann khtam wahan tum guroor hai mujhe hi guroor nahi hai dekhta jo jaisa zaroor nahi hai meethi zubaane jo hai wahi jaane dikhta hai dhundla hai kaise thikaane jalta hai khud tabhi chahta jalana bas inhe kuch shabdo me lipta zamana