sober (Explicit)-SMRTDEATH/Lil Aaron/Lil Lotus/BOYFRIENDZ

good morning i hate myself again i got home at 8 am on sunday and i left on friday night it keeps getting harder to pretend that i cannot see the end of these days cuz it all just ends the same and i know it’s a bad idea been this way too many years but sometimes i just can’t help myself guess i’m getting older i should prolly get sober the glory days are over i should prolly get sober i woke up and i’m still drunk it’s 2pm i’m still ****ed up i do this every time i don’t know why i’m so stupid feels like i’m falling even deeper every day getting closer to the reaper boyfriends bumping all over the speakers getting ****ed up we don’t even need a reason and i know it’s a bad idea been this way too many years but sometimes i just can’t help myself guess i’m getting older i should prolly get sober the glory days are over i should prolly get sober i’m always pissed off i’m always mad pull up to the party **** a line i need a bag might’ve said i love u but i don’t remember that always doing **** and wishing i could take it back i know nothings gonna change no matter what i say i **** up everything i guess i’ll take the blame guess i’m getting older i should prolly get sober the glory days are over i should prolly get sober