When The Light's Off-Exis the Nairb

I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong I can't breath and I want to die Breath again and finally feel alright Closing my eyes, it's ok. I am fine Just this one time, I want to determine I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong I can't carry on Don't know where I belong Lost in the space, I'm a disgrace I'm in a maze , just a walking grave I replace life nowadays with games Lights that we carry in the depths of our hearts Covered of darkness and marked by scars All the wars that we had to fight With the blink of an eye we still have to sacrifice I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong Everything I write rise to the stars Everything we have has some of us So fragile, just imagine for example from the past 'til today was a travel What used to be a fantasy now becomes reality and I keep them daily, every single memory. But lately, my thoughts are kind of shady Lately, I don't know how to act and maybe, it's because I feel so goddamn empty Sittin' in this room decorated with walls The only thing I listen to are my thoughts And once again, I'm not feeling good enough I feel like I don't deserve to be loved The blood in my veins so cold it could be frozen I don't know how to explain this, but listen I am broken It's seriously nothin' I have chosen After all these years I left it unspoken, now I'm drownin' in an ocean I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong I see, when the light's off Can't sleep, when the light's on Can't believe, where the time's gone Tired, so I hit the bong, hit the bong