I Wish-Himadra Pandey

puchye dil ye mera ,jo mehsoos karu kya vo tu soche tu bhi us baare me jis baare me mai sochu kya tu wahi hai , jahan the hum ,jahan se shuru bhatak gaye hum , ya sirf bhatka hua mai hi hu bhakta hu shayad tbhi , akela hi hu saza nahi hai , shayad mai saza hi hu ab in aankhon ko padta doobta nahi hu am i really myself , khud ko puchta nahi hu did i deserve this , kept letting my guards down well fuck this, i keep writing every now can then do you hear this , you dont have to this is how i talk to you, ik i lost you i wish you here , i made a song on you i made a song for you i made a song through you you never were mine , were you? har vo lamha ho skta tha, bata tanha bhi rehta to bolta ni zyada , kya hi hai faeda jo bolta mai gau, dikhau mere ghaav bechara ban jau Only the secrets are true and truly are mine Never been touched pious as they were I'm guarding the gates no one can touch They make me the king This treasure is mine I am the map the way the time And even if you pass it through you saw the real me , you mean not everything you see is true I miss being innocent listening without question Happy with a gaze without reading the face Joyful with ears , no whispers no fears No promises to keep not to think before I speak Where did I lose and how to find it You're not the only one to miss ,life reminded Who'd help from the mess I'm in Looked around there is no ladder Only thing my heart knows is to shatter How can I complain they are my thoughts Well you feel the same ,what are the odds i wish you here , i made a song on you i made a song for you i made a song through you you dont belong to me , do you