Patterns?-GRIP

[ti:Patterns? (Explicit)] [ar:GRIP] [al:I Died For This!? (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Patterns? (Explicit) - GRIP [00:07.67]Lyrics by：Kyle Clow/Eliot Dubock [00:15.35]Composed by：Kyle Clow/Eliot Dubock [00:23.02]I'm sorry [00:24.22] [00:28.58]You took your first steps today [00:30.69] [00:32.36]And I was nowhere to be found [00:35.48] [00:36.04]Busy keeping my head above water [00:39.21]Until my feet could find the ground [00:41.63] [00:42.19]Red flag on my resume [00:44.63] [00:46.04]Cause it's the second time around [00:48.88] [00:49.43]Too young to know I let you down [00:52.10] [00:52.91]Too young to know I let you down [00:55.46] [01:04.27]I'm sorry [01:05.31] [01:09.36]And some days are so much easier than others [01:13.91]So much more about me I needed to discover [01:17.09]But never had the chance [01:18.31]I'm sorry [01:19.08]This is me saying sorry in advance [01:21.39] [01:31.77]I'm sorry [01:32.70] [01:35.58]I'm just a kid raising some kids [01:37.72]With dreams of making it big [01:39.26]Tryna make a name in this biz [01:40.94]I became a slave in this b***h [01:42.57] [01:43.25]Was hoping I could maybe get rich 'cause all I got [01:46.19]Is these words that I jot I never had a jump shot I'm not [01:49.77]A scholar but l learned that the world is turned by a dollar [01:53.25]Whether I wear a mask or shirt with a collar I gotta [01:56.66]Provide but that ain't even the only thing that'll quali- [02:00.11]-Fy me as being a father my pops ain't even bother [02:03.42]Left me toggling with toys as a toddler momma 24 with two kids [02:07.88]What her and Ruth did was put a roof over our heads [02:10.89]Cause n***as is ruthless [02:11.97]View a newborn as a nuisance [02:13.69]Or a noose that he would lose when [02:15.31]He cut ties with all of his loose ends [02:17.08]And I do spend a flew blue moon [02:19.06]Wondering where you been [02:20.77]And assessing and assuming [02:22.46]No aggression you just human [02:23.96]And a blessing was sent in your direction but you eluded [02:27.31]And neglected and refuted that's your lesson I'm the student [02:30.97]And l used it to father myself [02:32.66] [02:33.31]Now I'm in my second parenthood [02:34.91]S**t I'm a father myself [02:36.66]Was never a product of wealth or prodigal [02:38.62]I'm a prodigy came from poverty [02:40.32]Now I'm popping and purchasing property [02:41.90]Reversing curses and pocketing profits [02:43.30]Fulfilling my prophecies [02:44.51]And my kids they gon' reap the rewards [02:46.74]Far cry from sleeping on floors [02:48.37]Hard times we'd weep and we'd mourn [02:49.76]That's in the archives we seeking reform [02:51.77]I was there on the first day of school [02:53.55]I'll be there at the graduation [02:54.93]Like congratulations and I'm glad you made it [02:56.57]I'ma let 'em know they made their dad elated [02:58.10]I'ma pad the savings they could blow a milli [03:00.01]If they had the craving [03:00.83]No more being poor and feeling agitated [03:02.31]No one gave it to me s**t I had to take it [03:04.34]I'm that same bastard used to rap in basements [03:05.92]Then I activated now I get racks to say s**t [03:07.86]I'm acclimated got 'em captivated [03:09.26]Any acts of hatred they just cappin' ain't it [03:11.31]Had to patent my own patterns [03:12.75]I'm just glad that I didn't take after David [03:14.80]Yeah I said your name and you lame [03:16.32]If this end up in court in a affidavit that's all I got [03:19.96] [03:21.25]I'm sorry [03:22.33] [03:26.66]And some days are so much easier than others [03:31.06]So much more about me I needed to discover [03:34.54]But never had the chance [03:35.99]This is me saying sorry in advance