Father (Explicit)-LL Cool J

[ti:Father] [ar:LL Cool J] [al:Phenomenon] [by:] [offset:0] [00:03.12]I swear to tell the truth and nothin but the truth
我发誓只说真相 [00:07.74]So help me GOD [00:12.23]I just felt like tellin the story of my life
所以求你帮帮我 上帝 [00:15.98]Felt like maybe somebody could be inspired you know [00:23.46]We all feel pain we all go through things
我只想讲述我一生的故事 [00:26.70]But it's time to overcome all that [00:29.02]If your plane crashed in the water and everybody died
想着或许有人能被激励 你知道吗 [00:31.64]Would you drown on purpose or try to survive [00:33.95]I was born handicapped my arm wouldn't move
我们都经历了很多事 我们感到很痛苦 [00:36.51]They called me a cripple pops caught an attitude
但是时候战胜一切了 [00:39.07]Beat my moms smoked lye drove trucks [00:41.43]My moms had a miscarriage he didn't give a f**k
如果你的飞机坠毁在水中 所有人都死了 [00:44.50]He sniffed some coke come home
你是否不抱一丝希望而沉沦亦或是努力求生 [00:46.37]Beat up on my moms cause she's talkin on the phone
我天生残疾 手臂不能动 [00:48.62]Come on
他们叫我高傲的瘸子 [00:49.49]All I ever wanted
打我妈妈 吸碱水 开卡车 [00:50.70]All I ever wanted
我妈流产了 但他没有抱怨 [00:51.76]All I ever needed
他吸了一点** 回到家里 [00:53.13]All I ever needed
打我妈 因为她在讲电话 [00:54.44]Was a father
来吧 [00:55.32]Was a father
我曾想要的一切 [00:56.50]That's all
我曾想要的一切 [00:58.21]That's all
我曾想要的一切 [00:59.15]All I ever wanted
我曾想要的一切 [01:00.57]All I ever wanted
只是个爸爸 [01:01.88]All I ever needed
一个爸爸 [01:03.33]All I ever needed was a father
这就完了 [01:05.82]Was a father [01:07.88]Moms got tired of the beatings said "Yo we got to go"
就这样 [01:10.50]Packed up her bags we bounced out the do'
我曾想要的一切 [01:12.94]She said "I ain't takin these whippin's no mo'
我曾想要的一切 [01:15.18]I wanna live to see my little Todd grow"
我曾想要的一切 [01:17.92]I remember tear drops on my pops face
我曾想要的一切 只是一个爸爸 [01:20.68]Lookin down at me standin on the staircase
一个爸爸 [01:22.97]Handsome brother with a smooth goatee [01:24.98]Makes me wonder why he act so ugly you feelin me
妈妈厌倦了被殴打的生活说我们要离开了 [01:27.66]I'm feelin you
打包好行李后我们关门而去 [01:28.71]All I ever wanted
她说我不要再忍受这些鞭子的折磨 [01:29.66]All I ever wanted
我还要活着看我的Todd长大 [01:30.71]All I ever needed
我记得眼泪顺着爸爸的脸颊流下 [01:32.09]All I ever needed
站在台阶上低头看着我 [01:33.21]Was a father
帅气的哥哥有着优雅的山羊胡 [01:34.15]Was a father
让我感到困惑为什么他表现得如此逊 你能懂我吗 [01:35.09]That's all
我懂你 [01:37.03]That's all
我曾想要的一切 [01:37.91]All I ever wanted
我曾想要的一切 [01:39.41]All I ever wanted
我曾想要的一切 [01:40.72]All I ever needed
我曾想要的一切 [01:42.03]All I ever needed was a father
只是一个爸爸 [01:44.71]Was a fathe
一个爸爸 [01:46.64]My pops got drunk when me and my moms bounced
就这样 [01:49.39]Swigged some Jack Dan' sniffed up a ounce [01:51.76]Grabbed the shotty left Long Isle for Queens
就这样 [01:54.32]Possesed by a demon a devil it seemed
我曾想要的一切 [01:57.13]I was too young to understand the risk
我曾想要的一切 [01:59.19]When your moms come home off the midnight shift
我曾想要的一切 [02:01.43]She turned around heard the shotgun click
我曾想要的一切 只是个爸爸 [02:03.80]My pops said "You think that you could leave me "
一个爸爸 [02:07.11]He blasted my moms in the back
在我和妈妈离去后爸爸喝醉了 [02:08.85]She fell down screamin I can't forget that
喝了一些Jack Dan 吸了一盎司的麻药 [02:11.29]My grandfather tried to close the do'
抓起弹丸离开了Long Isle for Queens [02:13.40]He got shot ten times in the stomach yo for real
被恶魔控制 似乎是撒旦 [02:16.97]All I ever wanted
那时我还太小以致不理解它的危险性 [02:18.34]All I ever wanted
当妈妈午夜回到家 [02:19.53]All I ever needed
她到处找他 听到枪声 [02:20.78]All I ever needed
爸爸说 你以为你可以离开我吗 [02:21.84]Was a father [02:23.21]Was a father
他朝我妈背后开了一枪 [02:24.46]That's all
我忘不了她尖叫着倒下了 [02:25.89]That's all
我爷爷穿上衣服 [02:26.58]All I ever wanted
他朝他肚子上开了十枪 真的 [02:27.95]All I ever wanted
我曾想要的一切 [02:29.38]All I ever needed
我曾想要的一切 [02:30.38]All I ever needed was a father
我曾想要的一切 [02:33.87]Was a fathe
我曾想要的一切 [02:35.69]My head was spinnin I had never seen blood
只是个爸爸 [02:37.87]Four years old this don't feel like love
一个爸爸 [02:40.37]Anyway pops dissapeared
就这样 [02:42.85]Grandpops and moms healed up over the years
就这样 [02:45.24]This therapist got up in her head
我曾想要的一切 [02:47.73]Led her to believe without him she'd be dead
我曾想要的一切 [02:50.17]You know they fell in love with one another
我曾想要的一切 [02:52.97]Everything seemed right that's word to mother
我曾想要的一切 只是个爸爸 [02:55.34]Until I started gettin beatings everday
一个爸爸 [02:57.40]Sometimes for going outside to play
我晕了 我从未见过血 [02:59.90]Late at night on my knees I'd pray
四岁时 这似乎不是爱 [03:02.21]A young child wishin the pain would go away
不管怎样 爸爸消失了 [03:04.83]Dad where was you when he made me strip
爷爷和妈妈这些年来伤口也已愈合 [03:07.13]Beat with belts like a slave with a whip
她喜欢上了那个医生 [03:09.57]Kicked me down steps outside in the snow
他让她相信如果不是他 她一定会死 [03:11.94]Punched me in the chest stomped me out on the flo'
你知道 和另一个人恋爱的感觉 [03:14.80]That's just the tip of the iceberg look
妈妈说 好像一切都正常了 [03:16.79]It's too long for a song but perfect for a book
直到我每天都开始挨打 [03:21.10]Word is bond that's real baby
有时是因为出去玩 [03:24.86]All I ever wanted
深夜我跪地祈求 [03:26.80]All I ever wanted
一个小孩 祈祷着痛苦会离去 [03:27.80]All I ever needed
爸爸 他打我的时候你在哪 [03:28.73]All I ever needed
像用鞭子抽打奴隶一样用皮带打我 [03:30.11]Was a father
一脚把我踹到雪地里 [03:30.84]Was a father
用拳头捶在我的脸上 把我踢倒在地上 [03:32.54]That's all
这还只是冰山一角 [03:33.72]That's all
我的经历更适合写书而不是写歌 [03:34.85]All I ever wanted [03:36.22]All I ever wanted
词语有限 真的 [03:37.59]All I ever needed [03:38.65]All I ever needed was a father
我曾想要的一切 [03:39.44]Was a fathe
我曾想要的一切