Lotus Flower Field-Naruzy Suicide

I discovered lotus flower field I will go to the place There will be I here till the moon appears I will forget time Old days I lost... Any thing I'll go to lotus flower field to look for a lost thing I remembered smell of grass Let me forget sad memory I felt soft breeze of spring And I look for the moon on the earth I lie on bed of lotus flowers Feeling in bed is not bad Old days I have left a thing I know oneself who is past I don't know future oneself Old days I trod flowers I was looking for some small thing in lotus flower field I was looking for the thing which I lost I come back at the past Old days I lost oneself Old days I left a thing at the past Old days I have left a thing at the past Old days I trod flowers