5 Grand at 8 to 1 (Explicit)-$UICIDEBOY$/Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.

[ti:5 Grand at 8 to 1 (Explicit)] [ar:$UICIDEBOY$/Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.] [al:Long Term Effects of SUFFERING (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.46]5 Grand at 8 to 1 (Explicit) - $UICIDEBOY$/Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr. [00:20.76]Ain't nobody f**kin' with me like they used to [00:23.13]Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you [00:25.65]I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right [00:28.27]Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right [00:30.87]I just want them to treat me like they used to ayy [00:33.49]I just want something real that I'm used to yeah [00:36.12]I just want them to treat me like they ayy ayy [00:38.77]I just want something real that I'm yeah yeah [00:41.41]Went from no one to someone at least I thought so [00:43.80]Stuck up in a bad dream watching front row [00:46.44]People warnin' me that everything is gonna change [00:49.06]Never thought that it would be in the worst way [00:51.73]Life goin' up and goin' down at the same time [00:54.31]Suicidal thoughts creepin' up in my mind [00:56.92]D**g dealer pocket reaping the benefits [00:59.44]Only thing I f**kin' had to get me through this s**t [01:02.05]I've been stripped of all I had man [01:04.86]Lost relations with my dad d**n [01:07.40]Lost relations with the fam' d**n [01:09.92]Lost touch of who I am sad [01:12.63]I'm out seekin' peace like I'm seekin' air to breathe [01:15.27]Pray to a God that I never thought I would believe [01:17.68]Grant me serenity for all the things I cannot change [01:20.33]Wisdom to know that what I can ain't the same [01:22.96]Ain't nobody f**kin' with me like they used to [01:25.56]Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you [01:28.20]I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right [01:30.81]Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right [01:33.43]I just want them to treat me like they used to [01:36.09]I just want something real that I'm used to [01:38.68]I just want them to treat me like uh ayy [01:41.28]I just want something real that I'm uh yeah [01:43.92]All my life I've been waitin' 'til the time right [01:46.52]Waitin' for the shade of light that make me shine bright [01:48.90]Day turn to night yeah weeks turn to months [01:51.36]Wishin' I could press the pause button just once [01:53.86]Hidin' in the back tryna catch up to the front [01:56.61]Everything I lack I make up for it when I stunt [01:59.03]More b***hes more money more d**gs more honeys [02:01.53]More stuff the more I want it more I feel I'm f**kin' stuck [02:04.97]I get by [02:08.20]Goin' through the motions f**kin' barely even growin' [02:10.32]I get high [02:13.32]Hidin' all in my emotions never change I'm stuck posted [02:15.59]I get by [02:18.48]What a lame excuse to keep doin' what I do [02:20.64]I get high [02:23.96]Wastin' my shine and that's the f**kin' truth