nevermind (Explicit)-Valley

I woke up glued to the mattress Looks like I'm stuck in my habits I think I'm made out of plastic 'Cause I feel nothing This morning I looked for sadness Looked through the basement and attic It must be weaved in my fabric That I feel nothing My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick And tired of feeling like this I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" I woke up feeling like an asshole Flipping through the channels Looking for something that feels right I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" My mind mind I wish that I can be solo But God I hate feeling so alone My thoughts turn into a pile of clothes And I feel nothing My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick And tired of feeling like this I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" I woke up feeling like an asshole Flipping through the channels Looking for something that feels right I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" My mind my mind I want to live in a 90s movie Where things just happen so easy Sometimes I want things decided for my mind my mind My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like s**t I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" I woke up feeling like an asshole Flipping through the channels Oh looking for something I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying "Never mind" My mind my mind