Spider Silk-Keenan Layne

I never wanna be that kid poppin’ like god ain’t watchin' I never wanna be that kid caught robbin’ all your wallets I never wanna end up dead on the news Win or loose this here’s a truce Cause I never wanted to choose I never wanted winter to creep up on us But as the sun sets I know it’s upon us a new dawn is among us I never wanted but I got it and I can’t stop it I never never ever would’ve thought My minds been covered with cobwebs, Footsteps of spider silk I pray my soul will never wilt From the overbearing guilt my worlds tilted I never wanna have baby mama drama cause I pray I’d man up that day I never wanna say, I have nothing to say I never wanna see the light of day I never wanna deal with bad karma may god Watch him find the light within him I never wanted I never wanted I never never never I’ll catch your soul with spider silk Till your bones crack and wilt Look at all the blood you’ve spilt Tell me was it worth it Did it have a purpose far beyond the surface Now your feeling worthless An empty thermos You’ve earned it I never wanna be cold hearted what most of you call it is real honesty I love most of you but yall take advantage of me see I never wanted to be the asshole you made me out to be I never wanted to be painted as the villain I never wanted to get caught in spider silk Stronger than battleships delicate to fingertips I never wanted to grow up around the gossip I pray they drop it I never wanted to be out in public spotted So I stay tucked away heavily guarded Often regarded as a target still I live on I never wanted to sell shit out of a socket to secure paper into my pocket I never wanted to talk more to my dearly departed our bond was to solid I never wanted to cry one more hug goodbye I never wanted for feelings to be spared the feelings will eventually repair I never wanted to be spared I’ll catch your soul with spider silk Till your bones crack and wilt Look at all the blood you’ve spilt Tell me was it worth it Did it have a purpose far beyond the surface Now your feeling worthless An empty thermos You’ve earned it I never wanted to have to regret my words I never wanted for the truth to hurt I never wanted to never want no more this feelings uncomfortable I never wanted to die looking into my mothers eyes I never wanted to be promoted into a conversation about college confirmation Make a fuckin’ observation I never wanted fuck what I wanted winters upon us its winners and loser alike Yeah I never wanted this life where I sit in silence and cry wondering why I can’t sleep at night I never wanted to be alive Fuck my feelings I’m high as the ceiling Contemplating if life is worth livin’ I never wanted to make it to thanksgiving Its hard admitting these feelings I never wanted you to know my business I never wanted to hurt you with my admissions But I’m ambitious it’s a sickness I get it