Exit(Inward) (Explicit)-Lune

Exit. I'm sitting In the waiting room To find out how the story ends But I already know the ending I'm looking at the exit sign It tempts me I'm so sick of waiting I have wasted my days Under the heaviness of my failures I look towards the exit I'm haunted by a familiar ghost The ghost haunts my thoughts and turns them to truths. Misery speaks to me Look into the mirror to find a man But all I see is a failure. Staring back There will be no pain if I dream forever. Disappear into an endless dream. Nothing feels like a dream When reality is a nightmare. With a familiar ghost In a crowded room I felt alone I make the plans to leave Misery speaks to me. I look towards the exit Fear keeps the dream just out of reach I've dug my grave with my pain Now fucking let me leave The misery takes hold And I lose the strength to speak The sickness erodes me I've lost the words The sadness stole them from my throat For the rest of my days Sadness is all I'll ever know. Through a plastic gaze I can see the dream There's nothing left for me here. I want to disappear I suffocate Breaths slow My vision begins to fade The exit just out of reach I turn the other way. Why did I choose to stay?