Alone With Me (Explicit)-Hopsin

[ti:Alone With Me (Explicit)] [ar:Hopsin] [al:Alone With Me (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Alone With Me (Explicit) - Hopsin [00:10.36]Marcus f**king Hopson my guy what up [00:12.65]Don't mean to intervene [00:13.60]How are things going [00:14.84]Talk to me how you livin' G [00:16.31]You look so confused right now [00:17.79]Do you remember me [00:19.08]'Cause I've been with you since a teen [00:20.32]F**kin' you up mentally [00:21.42]I love it I do stayin' inside your head [00:23.27]Where the rent is free [00:24.31]I'm just here to make sure you [00:25.42]Keep all your crazy tendencies [00:26.84]Look at yourself in disbelief [00:28.15]Struggle with your identity [00:29.46]Stuck in depression until you diagnosed with it clinically [00:32.20]How's your love life [00:33.20]It's still a trifling mess [00:34.42]N***a you thirty-five you haven't found a wifey yet [00:37.15]I mean if I was you would I be stressed Y-E-S [00:39.86]I guess a mail-order bride is nice it might be best [00:42.71]So how did you manage to get rich yet be so empty [00:45.38]Constantly stuck in a deep old frenzy [00:47.42]Maybe your ego ain't eco-friendly [00:49.46]Bro you got a life that we don't envy [00:51.44]And I bet suicide must be so tempting do it [00:53.91]Wait hold up d**n [00:55.33]Fuck's wrong with me [00:56.76]I can't leave me alone with me [00:58.71]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [01:01.80]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [01:04.45]Wait hold up s**t [01:06.00]It's got control of me [01:07.34]I don't know who I'm supposed to be [01:09.40]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [01:12.48]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [01:15.37]So how's the rap life [01:16.55]Do people enjoy your music [01:17.95]Or you still spittin' that bulls**t [01:19.71]To destroy the youth with [01:20.73]Be honest you live in the shadow of Joyner Lucas [01:23.06]Oh oh [01:23.47]You jealous I know that you are [01:25.06]My point is proven [01:26.18]F**k happened to you [01:26.96]You was spittin' so cold you was the [01:28.71]I'll mind of Hopsin on the list with the goats [01:31.00]Then you fell off [01:31.96]You should've took a different approach aw [01:33.72]I hate to say it but you'll never [01:34.90]Be like Kendrick or Cole n***a [01:36.82]It's f**ked up that isn't fair Marcus [01:39.47]I'm hoping that God will answer your prayers Marcus [01:42.04]But even if he does the chances are rare that [01:44.37]You'll have hands in the air headlining Madison Square garden [01:47.13]N***a put the mic' down don't you fight this fight [01:49.58]'Cause you the corny rapper only weird white kids like [01:52.33]So every time the blogs post you the comments gon' roast you [01:55.36]I would rather be dead than be caught livin' in your shoes [01:58.01]Wait hold up I'm tripping [01:59.80]F**k's wrong with me [02:00.96]I can't leave me alone with me [02:03.00]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [02:06.05]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [02:08.99]Wait hold up please stop [02:10.42]It's got control of me [02:11.69]I don't know who I'm supposed to be [02:13.70]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [02:16.85]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [02:19.90]Aight I got an idea [02:21.27]I'll tell you how it works [02:22.11]It's gonna sound a little outrageous [02:24.02]But hear me out first [02:24.83]You turn your phone off for two weeks [02:26.47]And start an outburst of worried family members [02:28.83]Which leads to a local town search [02:30.60]But when they find you [02:31.47]You dead inside of your crib perfect [02:32.96]With a letter that says goodbye to your kid [02:35.03]But you don't get to see him anyway [02:36.48]'Cause your ex is wildin' and s**t [02:37.85]So in his little head it's like [02:39.32]You already died it's a trip [02:40.60]While you reside in heaven or hell [02:42.11]Which ever side that it is [02:43.15]Your baby mom's a regret [02:44.50]That s**t you never tried to get fixed [02:45.83]If you're alive chances [02:47.19]Are she'll never try to repent [02:48.61]I'm just tryna show you ways [02:50.14]To exercise your revenge [02:51.50]All you want is love right [02:52.77]Well you gon' have to get some balls [02:54.11]Shoot your f**kin' brains [02:55.32]Out until they splat against the walls [02:56.77]I mean it has to hit the blogs [02:58.08]And all your fans will get involved [02:59.35]And you'll be missed [02:59.98]'Cause people don't know what they have until it's lost [03:02.14]Hug your dad and kiss your mom before [03:03.57]This transition is done into the new life [03:05.69]Your current one is trash it isn't fun [03:07.62]Yeah everybody got problems and we all fightin' this big war [03:10.26]But your problems are different [03:11.64]You got nothin' to live for [03:13.18]Wait hold up [03:14.46]Oh no [03:14.93]F**k's wrong with me [03:16.06]I can't leave me alone with me [03:17.97]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [03:21.00]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [03:23.90]Wait hold up [03:25.14]Please stop [03:25.58]It's got control of me [03:26.82]I don't know who I'm supposed to be [03:28.83]I'm like who is this n***a and why do I fear him [03:31.79]It couldn't be clearer the man inside the mirror [03:34.60]What I'm thinking what you're [03:35.75]Thinking is not the important thing [03:37.38]We're alive right now that is the important thing [03:40.27]It is important that you focus [03:42.12]On this fundamental sense of aliveness within you [03:45.23]And then you'll see there's a natural [03:47.27]Distance between you and your thought process [03:50.22]Once you create a little space between [03:51.87]You and your mind between you and your body [03:54.89]This is the end of suffering [03:57.18]Don't identify any thought as negative [03:59.50]Because it's just a thought [04:03.34]Who told you it's negative [04:04.91]It's just a thought you're making it up [04:06.66]Maybe you like it what's the problem [04:10.24]If you understand it's just a thought it has no power [04:15.04]If you think it's a reality then it destroys you