Earn It-Vanic/Fairlane/Zack Gray

HOW DID IT GET THIS WAY THIS HOUSE DOESN’T FEEL THE SAME YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT DAMAGE YOU’VE DONE AND I DON’T DESERVE THIS IF I WAS THE ONE YOU WANTED THEN WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE THIS WAY CUZ YOU’D RATHER DROWN OUT EVERY WORD LOST IN THE VIOLENCE AND I MUST HAVE BEEN LIKE NOTHING TO YOU IT’S LIKE YOU’VE FORGOTTEN WHAT YOU LOVED AND I WAS AFRAID OF ONLY THE TRUTH THAT YOU WERE SINKING SO WHY DOES IT FEEL SO LOW SO WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE AFTER DEATH AND I WOULD STILL GIVE IT ALL BACK TO YOU JUST COME BACK AND EARN IT I’M SO FAR AWAY FROM HELP I’M WATCHING YOU LOOSE YOURSELF YOU DON’T KNOW THE SHELL YOU’VE BECOME NO THIS ISN'T WORTH IT CUZ YOU WERE THE ONE THAT'S FALLEN AND YOU DIDN’T SEE THE SLOW DECAY YOU’D RATHER FADE AND WATCH IT BURN KILLING THE SILENCE AND I MUST HAVE BEEN LIKE NOTHING TO YOU IT’S LIKE YOU’VE FORGOTTEN WHAT YOU LOVED AND I WAS AFRAID OF ONLY THE TRUTH THAT YOU WERE SINKING SO WHY DOES IT FEEL SO LOW SO WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE AFTER DEATH AND I WOULD STILL GIVE IT ALL BACK TO YOU JUST COME BACK AND EARN IT