I Remember-Otep

[ti:I Remember] [ar:Otep] [al:Smash The Control Machine] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Remember - Otep [00:14.31]Who's there [00:16.24] [00:18.19]Who's there [00:20.13] [00:42.28]And I remember [00:44.03] [00:45.53]Flashes of laughter [00:51.29] [00:54.66]And lunatics [00:56.35] [01:00.96]Lost in the asylum [01:03.34] [01:07.84]Seductive propaganda [01:13.57] [01:20.06]Scrolling across my mind [01:22.61] [01:25.67]Like guerilla cinema [01:27.94] [01:33.62]Belts and wooden spoons [01:39.70] [01:42.14]Flies in the afterbirth [01:49.18] [01:53.73]Shadows across my mind [01:56.89] [02:22.35]And crawling on linoleum kitchens [02:25.92] [02:34.47]Streaming death and corporate concienceness into my brain [02:41.66] [02:50.96]And cracked porclein sinks stuffed with [03:00.85]Dirty dishes [03:03.16] [03:08.65]The early morning anxiety of gradeschool [03:16.39] [03:18.82]Dark stockings to hide the bruises [03:24.67] [03:28.47]Secret friends and festive holidays [03:34.32] [03:36.94]And everyone in their in their sunday best [03:40.69]Pretending to like each other [03:47.73] [03:55.15]For generations and generations of [04:00.59] [04:02.52]Sad mistakes [04:04.65] [04:08.89]Stealing away in the dead of night to [04:17.92]Escape the stiff jawed henchmen in the hungry trucks [04:24.24]Of an angry slumlord miles and miles away [04:31.79] [04:33.72]Impatient and understanding [04:41.84] [04:45.46]Waking on the side of the road [04:48.21]Hissing radiator hoses cracked like [04:53.64] [04:56.08]Like Burned skin [04:58.44] [05:01.69]Days so hot a nuclear holocaust would've felt like siberian blizzard [05:13.01] [05:29.54]And I remember [05:32.07]The first time I felt it alive inside me [05:42.77] [05:47.08]Turning the deadweight [05:53.60]Moving within the folds of its winged embrace [06:01.95] [06:05.45]Opening and sliding those black feathers [06:12.46] [06:13.85]Inches at a time [06:16.83] [06:19.83]Those feet its feet [06:25.56]Pushing pushing pushing and digging into the membrane [06:39.13]Deep enough to cause pregnancy [06:42.85]And I remember it going numb [06:48.96]And listening to it hum [06:53.26] [06:56.57]And I feel it move in its mysteries [07:02.15] [07:05.02]Exploring me [07:07.38] [07:15.37]And I remember this [07:17.74] [07:20.18]And I know [07:24.21] [07:26.40]I never had a chance [07:29.90] [07:31.89]There's never any escaping it