Oct. 20th(feat. Masetti) (Explicit)-D-Crisis/Masetti

[ti:Oct. 20th(feat. Masetti) (Explicit)] [ar:D-Crisis/Masetti] [al:Oct. 20th (feat. Masetti) (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.42]Oct. 20th(feat. Masetti) (Explicit) - D-Crisis/Masetti [00:02.43]Lyrics by：Derek McNeill/Anthony Masotti [00:03.76]Composed by：Derek McNeill/Anthony Masotti/Keith Kosmopolis [00:06.43]D-Crisis： [00:16.60]October 20th was the worst day of my life [00:19.57]She left to be in no more pain but I'm alone all day n night [00:23.82]I miss her so much I think that my brain gonna bust [00:25.96]Life now is sadness this pain has just stuck [00:27.90]I'm hurting locked up like my hands up in cuffs [00:30.02]N I'm all out of touch with the one I once was [00:32.17]I miss her smile n her laugh [00:33.57]I'm in denial of the past [00:35.09]For a while I get sad I get mad [00:36.95]Write raps n spend cash drinking 'til I collapse [00:40.02]I need her tho I'm a grown man [00:41.82]Everything falls out of my own hands [00:43.83]Trying to stay strong I want this pain gone [00:45.80]Wish I could go n call her on the phone man [00:47.97]Tho family fight sometimes she was always loving me [00:51.46]Mama I can't thank you enough [00:53.44]For everything you've done for me [00:55.71]Honest-lay I say f**k the holidays [00:57.88]Since you past n its not fun for me [00:59.97]I don't know how to feel [01:00.95]I wish it wasn't real it just f**ks with me [01:03.61]Masetti： [01:04.75]Hey mama everything is wrong since you've gone uh [01:07.93]Way feeling low everyday [01:09.29]You've been living in my conscience telling me move onward [01:11.43]But this life now I ain't to fond off [01:14.14]Heart hurts when I think about it [01:16.00]Minds feeling way too overcrowded [01:17.68]Getting heavy in the water so I'm drowning [01:19.86]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about it [01:23.88]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about you [01:27.88]Hey mama I hope that you're looking down proud [01:31.84]Hey mama my mama my heart hurts when I think about [01:35.55]D-Crisis： [01:35.96]Dillon & I loved you so much why did god take you from us [01:39.20]I'm trying to keep my head up [01:40.83]But it's not odd that I'm down in the dumps [01:43.25]When I wake up tears fall down my cheek [01:45.15]I feel grounded n weak [01:47.19]I go to work n can't speak [01:48.99]My inner beast is out about to unleash [01:51.73]Its hurts me that you past [01:53.31]Before Thanksgiving Christmas n my birthday [01:55.62]Probably won't be thankful much after this s**t [01:57.71]I'm pissed feeling like lifes cursed me [01:59.63]I don't get to hear your voice no more [02:01.61]Don't get to hug you every morning [02:03.45]I'm on my knees out on this floor [02:05.18]Don't know if I can grow with this carried mourning [02:07.88]I love you Angela Marlene [02:09.77]F**k cancer you deserve so much better n more [02:11.89]I said it before you were the best mother a son could ever ask for [02:15.70]I get triggered when I hear these songs [02:17.59]I get trapped in my thoughts [02:19.21]My emotions are too strong [02:20.69]I feel it building up I could just snap n go off [02:22.94]Masetti： [02:24.61]Hey mama everything is wrong since you've gone uh [02:27.87]Way feeling low everyday [02:29.12]You've been living in my conscience telling me move onward [02:31.32]But this life now I ain't to fond off [02:34.04]Heart hurts when I think about it [02:35.88]Minds feeling way too overcrowded [02:37.58]Getting heavy in the water so I'm drowning [02:39.71]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about it [02:43.76]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about you [02:47.77]Hey mama I hope that you're looking down proud [02:51.71]Hey mama my mama my heart hurts when I think about [02:55.39]D-Crisis： [02:55.68]I'm gonna miss eating with ya [02:57.09]Being with ya doing family stuff taking pictures with ya [02:59.89]Kali & Scrappy miss you 2 we don't know what to do [03:02.65]We just want you know [03:03.57]That the love we have will never go [03:05.69]You were my rock n it will forever show [03:07.61]You were the light of my life n it's burning slow [03:09.64]I will love you forever n you will always know