Cyclical-Sheep Dog/Wolf

Isolation is my home Hide away can you feel the comfort Ability of it all Only here can I feel the music Never letting others in Only hoping to find some honesty In isolation Have I found what I'm looking for inside Am I selfish and afraid The air is getting close Losing faith in the way I've taken At least it's still my own My will is wavering I'm talking to myself All this time under house arrest can't Be good for my mental health Could maybe use a friend Stagnation The screams come through The walls I'm losing the day I'm aging As my momentum stalls I'm wasting away Lost patience With less than perfect all My thoughts sound the same Tail chasing This feels so cyclical My head's in the way Feel the pieces fall in place Aches and pains clouded eyes and mind are banished as the cycle breaks It and I shift back to alignment Feel my limbs becoming light All alone but the air is vibrant Humming with ecstatic life Forget the fears that I'd never find the way Now it's clear and open I Just can't contain my joy Overflow cause I'm hearing music w Here before was only noise My heart is hammering I'm dancing with myself Lose control as I gain momentum Fear is fading solace swells This feels like everything I wish I could live that ecstasy again Harsh light in retrospect everything seems changed I wish I could live that ecstasy again