The End (Bonus Track)-Blue October

[00:28.05]Here alone standing barefoot in our lawn [00:30.43]Worms squeezing their way through my toes [00:32.93]Tonight that's how it goes [00:34.69]I'm at your window kneeling quiet [00:36.45]I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right [00:39.29]Get your heart right let him go [00:41.18]Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor [00:43.77]As he embraces every inch of you [00:45.79]The woman I adore [00:47.93]I can't believe the way you're bending [00:49.61]Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more [00:53.28]I heard you begging him for more [00:55.75]How far will I go [00:59.41]To make it feel right come home [01:02.64]I have to fix this on my own [01:07.80]Replace my heart [01:14.43]Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end [01:22.96]Replace my heart [01:27.75]I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end [01:33.54] [01:39.76]I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her [01:42.44]From her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spot [01:45.55]He pleased and pleased her [01:46.73]I turned around and tried to take control [01:48.25]But no control was capable [01:49.87]It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go [01:53.46]I squeezed the life into my brain [01:54.89]Like pushing knives into a vein [01:56.87]I've gotta get I've gotta get [01:58.78]I said I've gotta get inside [02:00.08]So to the back window I crawl [02:01.85]In silent standing in the darkness [02:03.04]Of my living room my living room [02:04.84]This used to be my home [02:07.48]How far will I go [02:11.22]To make it feel right come home [02:14.27]I'm moving forward to the bedroom door [02:19.51]Replace my heart [02:26.20]Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end [02:34.78]Replace my heart [02:39.49]I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end [02:45.23] [02:51.60]I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow [02:54.01]Enough to sneak into the room [02:55.84]Among the corner darkness gloom [02:57.83]I had to see this happening [02:59.52]He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang [03:02.24]And bounced off every wooden walled room [03:05.19]And that's when all went silent blank except the color red [03:08.05]As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed [03:11.19]I said I know I'm not allowed to be here [03:13.43]I just had to see [03:14.43]How good this new man really f**ks you [03:16.55]Cause you both been f**king me [03:18.80]So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair [03:21.74]I tie both blindfolds tight [03:23.22]Around your f**king eyes to blind your stare [03:25.29]I don't want to alarm you but I figured we could end [03:28.29]This in what seems easy quick and painless [03:30.46]So I'll get down to business [03:32.42]I choose you first there's a gun its at your head [03:35.34]So laugh at me just one more time [03:36.82]But keep your face inside the bed [03:38.74]You sit and watch me while I do this sh*t [03:40.63]And learn from what I've said [03:41.88]I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger [03:43.96]And all I saw was red [03:47.20]How far will I go [03:50.89]To make it feel right come home [03:53.93]I have to fix this on my own [03:59.40]Then the screaming oh the screaming [04:01.59]It's nice to see you scared [04:03.14]Of such a weak and stupid husband [04:04.85]Who knows you never really cared [04:06.42]I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head [04:09.75]Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live