JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)-Dax

[ti:JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)] [ar:Dax] [al:JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]JOKER RETURNS (Explicit) - Dax [00:00.11]Lyrics by：Daniel Nwosu [00:00.22]Composed by：Daniel Nwosu [00:00.34]Laxman [00:01.56]I'm sick but I already told you that's once [00:03.52]That blood you saw last time wasn't fake it's real [00:05.74]I do my own stunts [00:06.72]That gun had bullets I just got lucky [00:08.39]I play Russian roulette for fun [00:09.82]That knife was trash I got it replaced it [00:11.76]Didn't cut deep it was too blunt [00:13.12]That girls still here she's sucking my dick [00:14.69]I might of been wrong she may be the one [00:16.51]We're not in love but in 2021 [00:17.64]I'm going to let her have my son [00:19.52]So we can post and fake happy [00:21.03]While our real lives come undone [00:22.41]And stay home and watch re-runs [00:24.10]But I don't want your sympathy [00:26.66]F**k your help [00:27.99]Everyone's and expert on everyone else [00:29.77]Except their f**king selves [00:31.19]Last time that I made a song [00:32.48]I left a lot of s**t on that shelf [00:33.95]'Cause I know you're to weak [00:35.16]To hear the truth or care about how I felt [00:37.14]And oh hi comment section [00:39.86]Did you know your words describe you [00:41.62]And not me and bounce back [00:42.91]'Cause in life we project our insecurities [00:45.47]On people we wish we could be [00:47.08]While blinded by the fact that [00:48.49]We're our own biggest and worst enemies [00:50.94]Yeah [00:51.37]You don't know me you knew me [00:52.58]You thought joker was a joke [00:53.94]That s**ts my life this ain't no movie [00:55.51]You torment me and you abuse me [00:57.04]Haunt me chase me and amuse me [00:58.69]I'm at war inside my mind my ops [01:00.49]Are black they hide at night [01:01.84]Like I'm playing call of duty [01:03.32]I'm depressed but cancel culture [01:05.17]Causes me to say that loosely [01:06.49]Why do you Judge if your not Judy [01:08.05]You ain't my friend you're dead to me [01:09.51]After what you've done I feel like uzi [01:11.09]I'm done dealing with these Groupies [01:12.65]When they see me they sea food I feel like sushi [01:15.80]Oh it's funny right 'cause it's not happening to you [01:18.38]I wear a size 13 men's [01:19.66]There's no d**n way you could walk in my shoes [01:21.48]Take this pain and do what I do [01:22.92]While making songs that people use [01:24.43]To get through s**t I can't get through [01:25.99]While they laugh hate destroy [01:27.67]And constantly ridicule [01:28.58]You guys are pitiful [01:29.30]You take my words and you twist them [01:30.69]That's why I don't want to do interviews [01:31.96]I told my mom I was suicidal [01:33.01]And she cried and then screamed [01:33.94]What the he'll has got into you [01:35.07]I don't know mom maybe those people who laugh [01:36.59]Hate spin the truth [01:37.62]And pray you fail [01:38.62]And once you do ha ha ha ha ha [01:40.34]They start kicking you [01:41.17]F**k they tried to put try me in a hospital bed [01:43.49]Diagnose me and stuff me with meds [01:44.71]All it ever did was f**k up my head [01:46.39]They Anti depress you [01:47.88]Until you're depressed again [01:49.31]And then you depend on the pills [01:50.99]That made you independent [01:52.66]What a shame [01:54.24]I'm stuck in a cycle [01:55.83]I'm the hero villain traitor and somebody else's idol [01:58.40]I make songs about my broken heart and about Bible [02:01.88]If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself I'm not liable [02:05.12]Let me clarify and get this straight [02:06.83]I make songs that no one else can make [02:08.76]That millions love 'cause they relate [02:10.26]Then get half the recognition but twice the hate [02:12.90]Then Reinvest and do it all again [02:14.64]At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane [02:17.70]Then I smile and wave work and slave [02:19.78]Talk to my fans everyday [02:21.12]While you troll and only take breaks [02:22.77]To take a s**t or masturbate [02:24.35]Then claim my life's a piece of cake [02:26.23]Like you could somehow do it even though [02:27.66]We know you wouldn't 'cause [02:29.07]You're to God d**n afraid [02:30.89]Don't even join my circus [02:31.88]This time I'm not in the mood [02:33.27]Go listen to that mainstream music [02:34.58]Or whatever you friends think is cool [02:36.17]I'll sit here and play the fool while you drool [02:38.40]And drown inside my tears that fill Olympic pools [02:40.87]Even Michael Phelps couldn't endure Furthermore [02:43.73]I'm tired of drinking and waking up on the floor [02:45.61]Tired of living a life I cannot afford [02:47.01]Tired of living my life for people who never saw me [02:48.52]As equal who hate me and just try to ignore [02:50.19]No more it's war I'm evening this score [02:52.05]Killing everyone that walks through that doors [02:53.63]And tells me I need wings to soar [02:55.31]So let me take the knife the gun [02:57.22]And stop pointing them at myself [02:58.35]I've hurt enough it's time for you [03:00.22]To feel it along everyone else [03:01.50]Society needs sobriety [03:02.67]We put people down for notoriety [03:03.91]Love in public but destroy them privately [03:05.53]Adding creating anxiety [03:06.83]Then we want love and don't get it oh the irony [03:09.19]This was a poem I wrote in my diary [03:10.74]Fighting demons deep inside of me [03:11.78]I feel alone yet I'm constantly fighting [03:12.99]For privacy seeking truth [03:13.67]While everyone I know lies to me [03:15.03]It's ironic 'cause people who knew me [03:16.39]The best didn't support me [03:17.29]Until I finally made it now [03:18.52]They wanna fake it and act like they love me [03:20.41]They don't even like me [03:21.54]You ain't slick [03:22.23]I remember the day dude f**ked my b***h [03:23.73]I remember rejection after rejection [03:25.38]And going home wanting to slit my wrists [03:26.88]I remember that coach who said I wasn't s**t [03:28.50]Then took my f**king scholarship [03:29.77]And all those kids who used [03:31.07]To bully me because I didn't fit in [03:33.10]How does it feel [03:34.77]When you see me now [03:36.25]They say if you're alone [03:37.38]And fall it doesn't make a sound [03:39.18]What goes up must come down [03:41.40]Unless you get a knife [03:43.38]And cut a smile so you never frown