Still Searching-Senses Fail

[ti:Still Searching] [ar:Senses Fail] [al:Still Searching] [by:] [offset:0] [00:01.67]I can't believe it's been a year [00:06.53]Since I kissed my fears [00:09.84] [00:10.59]On the salty lips and said to them [00:14.03] [00:15.70]I love you Bye [00:20.39]Give way to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now [00:23.64] [00:26.25]I've got something to say [00:28.44]About the last twelve months I've lived [00:31.56]I'm not the same kid [00:33.31]I was when I was younger [00:35.09]I just thought you should know [00:38.57] [00:39.52]I take a pill every day [00:43.64]To help me deal with life [00:46.57] [00:47.08]And oh my God [00:51.07]I'm lost I'm told [00:54.07] [00:54.63]I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at home [01:02.69] [01:03.70]Give way to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now [01:07.30] [01:09.17]I've got something to say [01:11.60]About the family that I've lost [01:14.57]I hope my mother and father think that they raised a healthy boy [01:21.11] [01:22.23]Who needs the help of a shrink [01:26.41]To even leave the house [01:29.47] [01:30.22]And oh my god [01:33.34] [01:33.96]I'm lost I'm told [01:37.77]I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at home [01:45.26] [01:46.07]I'm not the same kid [01:47.81]I was when I was younger [01:49.40]I just thought you should know [01:51.58] [01:53.89]I'm not the same kid [01:55.33]I was when I was younger [01:57.07]I just thought you [01:59.00] [01:59.57]I just thought you should know [02:02.13]Give it away to the weight that's dragging and pulling through me now [02:05.31]And now and now it's finding it's way and making it's way to let go [02:13.72]I can't believe it's been a year [02:18.27] [02:18.90]Since I kissed my fears [02:23.08]On the salty lips and said to them [02:27.64]I loved you [02:28.88]Just follow [02:32.26] [02:32.81]The pain and swallow [02:36.49]Too hard to swallow them [02:40.55]Down your throat [02:44.30]Too hard to swallow (I have to swallow) [02:48.17]The pain follows (The pain it follows) [02:52.29]And this is what I feel [02:54.80] [02:56.44]Down your throat [02:59.31] [03:00.68]My best fried is a man [03:03.12] [03:03.74]With a lab coat entering [03:06.49] [03:07.48]I hold my shaking hand [03:10.79] [03:11.35]And it gives me medicine [03:14.48] [03:15.22]I hope this makes me feel at home [03:18.53] [03:19.15]But they slowly steal my soul [03:22.15] [03:22.96]I tell him I still feel alone [03:26.55]Don't worry someday I promise you will feel at home [03:31.35]And oh my God [03:34.10] [03:34.85]I've lost control [03:38.67]Of the only thing in life I had a hold of [03:46.91]And oh my God [03:50.03]I've lost control [03:53.59] [03:54.27]Of the only thing in life I had a hold of [04:01.90]And oh my God [04:05.59]I've lost control [04:08.76] [04:09.46]Of the only thing in life I had a hold of