A Vision Of A Nameless Soul-Varathron

Far from the eternal horizons Far from the gates of sleep Guarded by unspeakable demons (Where) I lived endless lives (Where) I beheld the pale moon of sorrow (Where) my agony ran away like a howl out of my mouth (Where) my eyes were petrified by fear!! I roam for centuries over the vast oceans Under the fierce black clouds Torn by lightnings and thunders I saw the eternal kingdoms rose!!!! I ran like a wolf Under enormous trees of primordial forests Where the leaves rustling Cause a strange chill Knowing that sometime it will appear You feel its shadow and its grotesque sight You are like a hunted animal At the mercy of the ruthless predator!!!! I traveled over snowy mountains I was hearing screaming of pleasure and terror When the night covered them and the sky As a sweet lover, kissed their peaks I crossed dead rivers And out of cursed lakes - I saw!!!! - life!!! I walked into vast deserted palaces In endless chambers I scrutinize occult frescoes My tear was petrified by looking At strange figures!!! Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy! I saw life rose from the water, I saw the truth i didn＇t wish to know!!! I heard hysterical cries Of invisible demons Rose out of deep green swamp In the vertigo of eternity. How insuperable is my spirit＇s sin How huge the size of my condemnation No salvation I can find I couldn＇t even remember I couldn＇t even describe I wish I could die - to forget -!!! Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness, Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!!!!