Doesn't Matter-Christine and the Queens

I'm lingering on when they kiss Leaning towards this abyss And of lately the only people I can stare Are the unraveled ones with their hands laying bare But their hands are numb and empty Their dull silence soothes me Loud whispers in my back as if I couldn't hear Thought I left ghosts behind But they're just coming near It doesn't matter does it If I know any exit If I believe in god And if god does exist Rage as a fabric through and through Like that gaze used to do 'Cause those suicidal thoughts that are still in my head Gives her that awful side-smile when I lay in bed It doesn't matter does it If I know any exit If I believe in god And if god does exist She's barely feeding but she'll deny Ribbon-legged she passes by Until she surrenders in the midst of the street And the guys simply stare but continue to eat It doesn't matter does it If I know any exit If I believe in god And if god does exist And if I'm cast out 'Cause I wanted some more And if this guy dances too close to the shore And if I could just push this door chalked on the wall And if after the void there's somewhere else to fall Forget I said it I soliloquize It's stinging nettle Their hands on their thighs Run if you stole a shard of sunlight yeah yeah Don't ever tell them I've got your back yeah yeah Choking to tears with shards of sunlight yeah yeah Run if you stole a shard of sunlight yeah yeah Run if you stole a shard of sunlight Don't ever tell them I've got your back Save all you can Choking to tears with shards of sunlight You won't be found Run if you stole a shard of sunlight And never come back It doesn't matter does it And never come back If I know any exit And never come back If I believe in god And never come back And if god does exist It doesn't matter does it And never come back If I know any exit Save all If I believe in god And if god does exist Save all you can You won't be found And never come back