Fear / Loathing-Tiad Hilm/Cosmicburp/Moe Hummid

作曲 : Tiad Hilm Sejati/Muhammad Luthfi Adianto 作词 : Tiad Hilm Sejati/Muhammad Luthfi Adianto When I heard the news My hands are really shaking Barely catch my breath Oh shit, felt like I'm sinking Things that I fear It's finally happening Not just my body My soul too was trembling I was so naive to think y'all just nothing In fact, I believed in y'all ain't doing something In fact, life's a *****, she ****ed me like you do Please, tell me what is wrong, what should I ****ing do? Now I live in constant fear There goes my constant tear Silently do my prayer **** you and your affair This whole thing is insane I wish you keeping me sane I'm clueless of what's to gain? Besides my reign of pain Do I gotta suffer or do I gotta bleed? A good comforting lover is something that I need Try my best to recover I won't do something misdeed So, heed my voice and read my lines Still watching you from the sidelines But nothing I can't do about all the crimes You did, 'cause you mastered the sublime I think I need some extra time To think that you're such a fraud You're so fake, crooked, and I can't stand The way you looked at him, **** that Then I'm asking you to be outcast 'Til I can be free at long last You ****ed my girl behind my back You lied to me this whole time Did I do something wrong? Or you think that I'm so dumb? What's a God to a non-believer? What's matter for the pople? What if I choose to be the evil? Went through the sleepless night and the deepest mind Seeking for some reasons Reaching out to realize that we're not the deal I feel the fear I heed to kneel I see the unreal Unclear; Foolish-vital doubt and suicidal thoughts I kissed the scissors, I spit on the mirror, I slit the wrists I split the differences, I lit my cigarette Wishing to be deceased by the smoke Disease of the hope's invading like the Caesar of my season I need to be healed but no one's reaching I need you to speak up, even though you won't see me in the face I bleed when you sneak out, we both know I can't run fast in your pace Interphase, too much time being wasted in the celly Gotta wear a helmet 'cause if I don't, I could never help it Wish I could be that guy who pulled her from the abyss But she just gonna be the one that I really hate to miss Now I be reminiscin' how she light my way to bliss She's smooth like Swiss cheese, so thank God that she's exist It's unclear I can't resist to assist you coexist Because I think I'm an addict of befit to her soul kiss Some of you might hatin' me, I know y'all think I'm hypocrite All I do is to admit that I'm wrong and I'm selfish Just punch me with your strong hand, if that would make you feel better Even though it's a dead letter, I'm aware that you'll bitter You know there ain't gonna be later, it's really now or forever I know it's going to sever, I'm welcome to be called The Wrecker That pleasure was really treasure, enter the center of the Hell "Hello Satan, I've come again so please just ring the ****ing bell" **** the together whatever, this is the end of endeavor Sorry, it won't happen again, whenever wherever, I'm gone You ****ed my girl behind my back You lied to me this whole time Did I do something wrong? Or you think that I'm so dumb?