wanting-mixed matches/Lukrative

[ti:wanting] [ar:mixed matches/Lukrative] [al:but i hope you're doing well] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]wanting - mixed matches/Lukrative [00:00.33]Neilaworld [00:00.64]"I was supposed to be smart
我本该才思敏捷 [00:01.94]And I was supposed to be creative
也曾被期待拥有创造力 [00:03.98]And I think hearing those things makes you scared
这些期许反而令人如履薄冰 [00:07.00]That you're gonna do something stupid
生怕自己会行差踏错 [00:08.73]Or do something uninteresting
或做些索然无味之事 [00:10.51]And no one will see you as smart and creative"
以至于 再无人认可你的才智与灵气 [00:11.94]Tell me what to feel like
告诉我该作何感受 [00:14.11]And just break it down
将一切都告知我吧 [00:17.11]If you don't want to say
如果你不愿开口 [00:20.12]Can I know for what
我能否知晓缘由 [00:22.80]When it's just a memory
当一切沦为回忆 [00:25.26]Until we abandon this feeling
直到我们彻底摒弃这种感觉 [00:29.79]Until we aren't starting
直至不再重蹈覆辙 [00:32.57]Just forget this place
就忘记这个地方吧 [00:35.48]I don't want to be down to say
我不愿颓然哀求 [00:38.42]"Do it again"
“再来一次吧” [00:41.38]I don't wanna let go of this
也不愿就此放手 [00:44.28]To give the most
即便倾尽所有 [00:46.31]'Cause I know how it breaks when you give it away
因我深知 倾其所有 终将支离破碎 [00:52.23]If you can't lie to me just take from me
若无法欺瞒 不如将我榨干 [00:57.82]I'm trying not to be dishonest
我竭力保持坦诚 [01:01.64]I don't want to fall apart when
不愿在孑然一身之时 [01:04.99]I just have to be alone from this light again
再次背对光芒 分崩离析 [01:09.76]'Cause I take off when I'm trying to help you
当我试图相助 却适得其反 [01:12.83]When honestly I shouldn't have to
其实本无需如此勉强 [01:16.48]'Cause you've had to give in for me
毕竟你曾为我妥协 [01:21.29]When I don't wait to remember but I
我不愿等待回忆复苏 [01:24.98]Told myself I'd try to feel it
只告诫自己必须感知 [01:27.89]All the time that I considered precious to me
那些我曾珍视的每分每秒 [01:34.05]I don't want to be down to say
我不愿颓然哀求 [01:36.99]"Do it again"
“再来一次吧” [01:39.89]I don't wanna let go of this
也不愿就此放手 [01:42.85]To give the most
即便倾尽所有 [01:44.82]'Cause I know how it breaks when you give it away
因我深知 倾其所有 终将支离破碎 [01:50.75]If you can't lie to me just take from me
若无法欺瞒 不如将我榨干