#1 Fan-KJ-52/Jubilee

[ti:#1 Fan (feat. Jubilee)] [ar:KJ-52] [al:KJ-52] [by:] [offset:0] [00:01.15]#1 Fan (feat. Jubilee) - KJ-52 [00:03.26] [00:20.25]Yo this is what happened: [00:21.79]Yo I woke up late [00:22.98]It was like 10 in the mornin＇ [00:24.63]I was still half asleep and [00:25.67]Sleepy eyed still yawnin＇ [00:27.18]I checked my voice mail [00:28.14]To see who＇d been callin＇ [00:29.39]I turned on my computer [00:30.33]Check my email logged on it [00:31.86]Junk mail junk mail dog-gone-it [00:34.44]Everybody they just tryin [00:35.26]To sell me they product [00:36.35]But there was one email [00:37.40]That just caught my optic [00:38.97]It said sucidal took [00:39.75]The mouse I clicked on it [00:41.03]She said ＂ Dear KJ [00:42.29]You don＇t know who I am [00:43.79]You probably don＇t even [00:44.71]Care cause im just another fan [00:46.07]I doubt you ever read this [00:47.35]Now but if ya can [00:48.49]Sometimes I slash my wrists [00:49.77]And even cut my hands [00:50.96]And I feel all alone [00:51.91]Like nobody understands [00:52.95]And I＇m gonna end it tonight [00:54.23]I got the whole thing planned [00:56.01]Pop pills leave a note on my night stand [00:58.47]Signed sincerely Your Number 1 fan [01:00.31]Can someone now please help me [01:05.57]Will someone now just please help me [01:09.58] [01:10.40]Can someone now please help me [01:14.39] [01:15.10]Will someone now just please help me [01:20.38] [01:22.67]My heart is poundin as I start to type back [01:24.61]Why do you feel this way do you mind if I ask [01:27.24]What＇s the source and [01:28.25]The cause of the pain that you have [01:29.73]How did you get this way [01:30.69]Is it something from the past [01:32.18]God cares about you [01:32.91]I hope you understand that [01:33.96] [01:34.63]Please don＇t end your life [01:35.65]I beg ya please write back [01:36.49] [01:37.04]I finished typin＇ [01:38.05]I sent the email quite fast [01:38.93] [01:39.45]I bowed my head and [01:40.69]Prayed with the strength that I had [01:41.96]She said ＂Man KJ [01:42.81]I didn＇t even know you would write me [01:44.39]Let me explain why [01:45.15]No one could ever like me [01:46.64]It all started when [01:47.40]My father used to strike me [01:49.66]Raped and abused since 1990 [01:51.86]He＇s gone now but [01:52.53]I can＇t put it all behind me [01:53.39] [01:54.00]I tried to run away [01:54.84]But my troubles always find me [01:56.41]Is God really just the one that [01:57.65]Can help me (yes He is) [01:59.19]Signed tonight your Number 1 Fan [02:00.73]Can someone now please help me [02:06.03]Will someone now just please help me [02:09.78] [02:10.93]Can someone now please help me [02:15.67]Will someone now just please help me [02:19.45] [02:21.02]Dear number one fan [02:21.60]I gotta lot to tell you [02:22.83]But with the email [02:23.48]There is only so much I can help you [02:25.53]See I know a Father [02:26.46]Who could never ever fail you [02:27.35] [02:27.97]He＇ll give you a love [02:29.09]When nobody ever cared to [02:30.21]I know you might feel [02:31.48]Like everybody hates you [02:32.60]And you feel like [02:33.20]You got no one you can relate to [02:35.20]And death feels just like [02:36.45]The best place to escape to [02:37.62]But that＇s a lie that Satan [02:38.77]He just wants to tell you [02:40.13]I＇m sorry that you were abused [02:41.45]Your father raped you [02:42.44]But you gotta get some help [02:43.54]Cause nobody can make you [02:44.83]I know it＇s hard to face [02:46.24]But God will give you the strength to [02:47.47]I know you gots a lot of things [02:48.86]You gots to work through [02:49.67]But with this help see I know [02:50.80]That you can break through [02:52.07]I seen it myself all the times [02:53.21]That He came through [02:54.05] [02:54.59]Hit me back [02:55.18]Tell me what you think of what I sent you [02:57.05]I＇ll be prayin＇ Sincerely KJ-52 [02:58.82] [02:59.51]Can someone now please help me [03:04.18]Will someone now just please help me [03:08.94]Can someone now please help me [03:13.26] [03:13.81]Will someone now just please help me [03:18.61]Yo I＇d be pretending [03:19.82]If I said this story had a happy endin [03:21.47]But after that night yo [03:22.29]I never heard from her again [03:23.88]That night I tossed and [03:24.76]Turned lyin on my bed en [03:26.08]Cryin and prayin with these [03:27.10]Thoughts runnin through my head en [03:28.56]Did she do it take her life [03:29.82]Or wind up dead en [03:30.87]Or did she not choose it [03:32.04]Just listened to what I said en [03:33.45]Maybe she never got [03:34.41]The last one I was sendin [03:35.66]Is it my fault was it something [03:37.19]I shoulda mentioned [03:37.68] [03:38.61]Every mornin I would just check my email [03:40.10] [03:40.92]Checkin for any detail [03:41.83]Hopin an prayin that she＇s well [03:43.07]My emails came back [03:44.15]Sayin that they＇d failed [03:45.57] [03:46.25]Days turned to weeks [03:47.12]And weeks turned to months en [03:50.64]Time would pass and [03:51.35]I still just heard nuthin [03:52.21] [03:52.82]No letter no email just [03:53.79]Not even somethin [03:54.48] [03:55.30]What happened to my [03:56.03]Number 1 fan I＇m still wonderin [03:57.55]Can someone now please help me [04:02.29]Will someone now just please help me [04:06.37] [04:07.03]Can someone now please help me [04:11.81]Will someone now just please help me