All In My Head (Prod Cardiak (DatPiff Exclusive))-Joe Budden

[ti:All In My Head (Prod Cardiak) ] [ar:Joe Budden] [al:A Loose Quarter] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]All In My Head (Prod Cardiak (DatPiff Exclusive)) - Joe Budden [00:23.37]Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse or was it tour life [00:27.41]Maybe it wouldn't had started at all if I had your life [00:30.43]Maybe it was needed or I was thinking immorally [00:33.06]If I wasn't myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me [00:36.22]Can't decide if I'm more ashamed of what they saw of me [00:39.40]Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me [00:42.33]Headed up field but couldn't dodge the last tackler [00:45.47]How could a forward thinker move so a** backwards [00:48.47]How could a dude with no regrets at all willing to bet it all [00:51.67]Not realize that quicker demise how could I neglect it all [00:54.36]I'm so seasonal some of you knew id spring back [00:57.24]With a heart this cold how'd ya'll think I'd be receptive to fall [01:00.41]I'm plenty comfortable when danger's around [01:02.74]And even more so when strangers around [01:04.93]In a bigger picture was sicker down on my triggers [01:07.52]And all the alarm enforcers [01:09.03]Down to a ni**a that I'm about for drugs and liquor or the harm it causes [01:12.69]Life and death I tried to lynch myself [01:14.61]Thought I could keep it all a secret I convinced myself [01:17.01] [01:17.74]But really the folk that loved me they could tell I was loakin [01:20.90]I couldn't see him cry me a river cause it fell in the ocean [01:23.87]Numb to my words now maybe felt it was open [01:26.88]I cut so many people loose to any need help with devotion [01:29.90]That's just some of the things I ask my Lord the savior [01:32.99]And when He calls to me well He have done us all a favor [01:36.17]How did I make it here [01:41.62]Who I are [01:43.75]I feel so lost [01:47.85]Now I'm not seeing it clear [01:53.69]Is it my fault [01:55.23]Is it my fault [01:58.55]It's all in my head [02:00.09]I'm looking around like this can't be happening [02:01.85]Round of applause for the angry rappers [02:05.96]Lord my girl cried me a flood then me a river [02:08.98]That's love depending on me when I'm a dependent on liquor [02:11.84]I'm up in the shoe store she got no love to show [02:14.14]You ever look at a b**ch she was f**king behind your [02:16.16]B**ch back like f**k I was f**kin you for come on [02:18.64]I'm an artist so I'm intelligent [02:19.67] [02:20.44]I would tell you to do some soul searchin [02:22.06]But it's hangin up in my closet with your skeleton [02:23.77]That's gotta be a God's work even a diamond gotta be polished first [02:27.20]The quarter is on the loose and I ain't been out here getting my dollars' worth [02:30.17]I had to remove the goggles first [02:31.57] [02:32.14]To see through the sippin patrone and 50 phonies for [02:34.73]I need to go get me a kidney doner [02:36.25]Guru Nate Dogg go head blink your eye [02:39.38]Your doctor told me you close go ahead drink and die [02:42.24]Buried under the stone where the patrone 5th sits by [02:45.18]That reads hella somebody who never wanted to be this guy [02:48.50]How did I make it here [02:53.45]Who I are [02:56.22]I feel so lost [02:59.58] [03:00.34]Now I'm not seeing it clear [03:03.47] [03:05.04]Is it my fault [03:07.58]Is it my fault [03:10.80]It's all in my head [03:12.88]They say knowledge is power great cause every day I learn [03:15.34]As of late been having revelations bout this hate turn [03:18.28]Hate the way they judge me 2 I got the case adjourned [03:21.56]Hated the belly of the beast to I became it's tapeworm [03:24.45]When I said I'd stop getting high tried to say it's done [03:27.26]No I'm the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn [03:30.51]They say my brain is off I say how can it be [03:33.31]If I'm out my mind how can I be in sanity [03:36.02]The people used to say that I was scared of progress [03:39.26]They don't know how hard a ni**a tried to advance [03:41.96]But I don't know who's more to blame [03:43.63]Is it them for really not knowing me [03:45.04]Or is it me for never really giving them a chance [03:47.87]Get too close be too big of a threat [03:49.76]Now it's been little than no time [03:51.82]Thinking why I ain't get rid of you yet [03:53.96]Gotta recognize my maturity [03:55.31]Gotta see I'm grown [03:56.95]Letting my skeletons out the closet just so I never be alone [04:00.29]Since I got trust issues I won't discuss with you [04:03.16]Besides God tell me who the f**k's supposed to save you [04:06.09]Pop one have one man to man was gone half my life so [04:09.10]Somewhere in his head probly feel it in his place too [04:12.34]Plus more people will see me soon [04:14.96]I mean I'll be on national TV soon [04:17.85]So when I ask if people I have around are cancer for me [04:20.68]That's 4 million more that might be able to answer for me [04:23.89]Joe [04:24.50]How did I make it here [04:29.34]Who I are [04:32.02]I feel so lost [04:36.05]Now I'm not seeing it clear [04:40.89]Is it my fault [04:44.00]Is it my fault [04:46.13]It's all in my head