Traumatized (Explicit)-Meek Mill

[ti:Traumatized] [ar:Meek Mill] [al:Dreams and Nightmares (Deluxe Version)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Traumatized (Explicit) - Meek Mill [00:01.16]It really hurt me when they killed Shotty [00:02.91]I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it [00:05.61]And when they killed Diddy left him out in Philly [00:08.41]We was young and gettin' money man we used to run the city [00:11.10]We was rockin' all them shows f**kin' all them hoes [00:13.92]And when they killed Darryl Renee had to see him froze on the ground [00:17.48]Downtown I can hear the sounds now [00:19.54]When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down [00:22.41]I drop tears for my niggas that ain't here [00:24.66]And still think about you even though that it been years [00:27.50]Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead [00:30.38]All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head [00:33.13]Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes [00:36.01]Saw death comin' when she seen it she just cried [00:38.88]Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high [00:41.63]When I find the ni**a that killed my daddy know I'mma ride [00:44.57]Hope you hear me I'mma kill you ni**a [00:46.48]To let you know that I don't feel you ni**a [00:49.48]Yeah you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry [00:53.16]So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide [00:55.66]Cuz I was only a toddler you left me traumatized [00:58.85]You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time [01:01.60]So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you [01:04.66]And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a [01:08.13]I know [01:13.04]You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry [01:15.79]So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide [01:20.01]I know [01:24.71]So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you [01:27.45]And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a [01:31.55]And I ain't ready [01:32.68]Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy [01:35.36]I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees [01:38.11]But I got this mac elevy these niggas'll never get me [01:40.89]Lord knows I got alotta homies in the dirt [01:44.34]Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth [01:47.21]Really over nothin' tell me what it's worth [01:49.98]Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt [01:53.67]I Rose from the jungle like Derrick [01:56.30]Death to anybody that oppose my spirit [01:58.64]My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at [02:01.45]We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish [02:04.27]Rest in peace to my niggas I swear I miss them to death [02:06.77]My hammer sing murda music I'll let you listen to death [02:09.33]I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest [02:12.39]Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness [02:15.02]I'm gone [02:16.58]I know [02:21.42]You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry [02:23.49]So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide [02:26.30]I know [02:32.30]So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you [02:34.92]And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a [02:39.49]Man my life so real [02:41.11]Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills [02:43.86]Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil [02:46.67]And I make a hundred thousand every time a ni**a spill [02:49.42]Man I almost got murked in front of the same church [02:52.05]My dad got carried in family got married in [02:54.99]That was in my older days this is now that was then [02:57.90]Had the block jumpin' for them dollars Shawn Marion [03:00.71]Young ni**a gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant [03:03.58]Homie need the bail for them bonds we'll bury 'em [03:06.40]Lock 'em like a terrier [03:07.96]Breakin' all barriers [03:09.10]Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius [03:12.10]Cause cops tryna catch me niggas tryna clap me [03:14.92]Haters runnin at me know they wanna get at me [03:17.61]And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy [03:20.36]I did it for my niggas and I did this sh*t for Kathy [03:23.49]I know [03:28.49]You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry [03:31.14]So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide [03:34.14]I know [03:40.07]So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you [03:42.76]And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a